The Good, The Bad and The Wanted...

Just Forget...

Rikki's P.O.V:

As much as it hurt me to say that, it was for the best. I knew Demi would be staying as Tom's girlfriend, Nessie Max's but i knew, for personal reasons I couldnt stay. Im not going to tell you why, i havent told anyone not even Nathan. I know Nathans upset, but he wont tell me. So i guess we're over, i just broke up with the first boy i have ever liked.

The boys had a flat in london so we were off the bus next, just because I needed to get out of here. I had to be my normal self, i had to regain life, i had to become me again. But what if regaining life means that the ones i love are left behind. We had 5 hours left of driving, i sat down and plugged my headphones in. Wait why can i hear boyfriend by justin bieber playing, it wasnt my phone. I guessed it was Demi's, i guessed she was dancing in the middle of the corridor to her ringtone. I guessed right.

I sat there laughing. 'ANWSER YOUR PHONE' I shouted because i hate that bloody song. ' No' she shouted. ' Im trying to listen to Welcome to the black parade' i moaned. She shook her head again and pulled me up, we both started messing around and feeding the pegasus. We were fooling around so much when the boys started to look down th corridor. We both collapsed into fits of laughter. I got some really weird looks, but the worst one was from Nathan. A look of hatred, hurtfulness and sadness, I wish i could mend that, but nothing can change the way life goes. As I always say Lifes A Bitch, So are you. But this time he isnt the bitch, I am, he really liked me and i just told him to forget about me.

I AM SUCH AN IDIOT, I kept scolding myself in my head. ' Yo Demi, who called You' i asked. She shrugged ' Unknown number' she explained to me, well not really explained, but yeah.

===4 Hours later===

' We're Here' i shouted as i saw our flats through the windows. ' I cant wait, i need to get back and play Fifa12 on my ps3.' I almost screamed. I started jumping up and down on the spot i was anxious, anxious to see everybody. Anxious to get back to cottons. I couldnt wait. I smiled almost instantly, as we pulled up outside. I was the first off the bus, when i was off i unhaled the fresh air as if i had been locked up inside for days. ' Home sweet Home' i yelled, getting looks from the people passing by. Once we got our luggage out we were saying our good byes.

Of course Demi was going true Demi. Max and Ness, were doing a True Demi aswell. I hugged Siva and Jay goodbye. I went over to Nathan ' Well, i guess this is good bye.' I said with a sigh. Then walked away, before i could get far Nathan grabbed my hand. He pulled me into a hug. ' I want you to have this' he whispered in my ear as he hugged me. He pulled off his ring and put it in my palm, then closed my palm and walked away. I was left there stunned.

I grabbed my suitcase and headed up stairs, i didnt want to cry infront of anyone especially not Nathan. I unlocked the door, ran in slammed it shut and then ran to my bedroom. I sat there with my guitar strumming random notes. I ended up singing and playing, wake me up when september ends. I had just finished singing when someone knocked on the door, i dried my eyes with my sleeve. ' Come in' i said then sniffled. ' Nathan, how long have you been there?' I asked ' Long enough' he said, bluntly i think i have turned him into me. ' i never knew you could sing' i shrugged

' What do you want?' i asked bluntly. ' I want you' he said, ' Why? Im nothing but a blunt selfish stubborn girl, who doesnt know what she wants in life.' i told him. ' Thats the girl I fell in love with.' he said sitting down on the bed next to me. ' I love you Rikki Emma Fields' he whispered into my ear. ' I have a secret to tell you' I told him. ' I love you too' i whispered into his ear. ' Dont tell anyone' i smiled. He kissed my neck. I love him, i know that now. I love him, he loves me. We sat there messing around until everyone came into my bedroom. ' OMG GUYS KNOCK FIRST' I moaned in a jokingly way.

I was on my bean bag on my laptop, Nathan was just chilling on my bed. We sat there and then decided to play truths, using Demi's phone. I was up first. ' Rikki what super power would you have and why?' Demi asked me. ' I would have an Invisibility Cloak, so i could play pranks on people' i answered truthly. ' Nathan, if you could hang out with a person in this room all day who would it be and why?' Demi asked. ' Umm' Nathan hesitated. ' Rikki because she is just so funny, if you get to know her.' he said with a smile and a wink when everyone was looking at me. I layed down, i was wearing A purple jumper with banana's on it yellow leggings and my purple slippers. I felt weird in this, because they were my pj's.

Everyone went into the living room, i guessed Demi had opened a bottle of WKD. Me and Nathan stayed in my room, i dont touch alchol, i hate it, dont like the smell or taste, it makes me sick. We just sat there watching youtube videos for around an hour.