My Band Mate (Levin X Reader)

Chapter 63

Y/N
"C'mon guys! They're so many clothes! Oh my Irene! Look at this one! It's so cute~" Lex stopped a many shops to look at.

Of course, Lex and I are the only girls in the group meaning that I should love clothes?

I mean... I'm not obsessed but I do like them. Just... Not like.. Lex....

"Y/N c'mon! You have to get something a little more feminine! Let's go in here. Guys, you stay out!" Lex glared at them as they sat down.

She dragged me by my hand to the women's section.

I really can't put my mind on something... All I can remember is back in the camping trip..

"Hey are you even paying to me?! Hellllooo! I'm the expert here-

A tear fell down and I got ready all of a sudden.

W-Why am I crying?.. Nothing happened...

"H-Hey what's wrong?.. I'm sorry if I pushed you too hard here I just wanted to let you see clothing..." She said.

"I-It's not that. Don't worry about me. What are you saying just now?"

"Do you want to talk about something? You know you can rely on me," She said smiling.

I nodded my head as she lured me to the door.

She covered for me the fact that I was crying and said,

"We're going to another part. That store doesn't really have what Y/N wants. We'll be right back!"

"Alright just don't take too long. I bet Y/N 10$ that she can't beat me at Pac-man!" Malachi yelled to us.

Alexis have them a thumbs up as we went outside where no one was in sight.

"So... What's up?" She asked me gently.

I told her everything about last night. That I had a weird feeling that I never felt before and that my body took over...

"Oh my Irene. And that's why you're crying? You don't know why you did that?" She asked.

"Y-Yeah," I said feeling better.

"Don't you know the answer to that?" She asked me and smiled.

"T-To what?..."

"Why you kissed him back?"

"..."

She put her hand on my heart and looked up at me.

"What does your heart tell you Y/N?"

"I...I don't know."

"Let's just say, you love him and-

"Woah woah woah! I don't love Levin!" I said blushing red.

"Hmm... If you don't, I have a million questions to ask like why did you kiss him b-

"ANYWAYS, I-I don't like him. I already told you... I'm not interested in being in a relationship...."

"Y/N... You can't make your heart endure like that... And him."

I looked up and looked at her confused. "W-What are you talking about?..."

"You can force yourself to not like the one that you like."

"I-I'm telling you I don't like him!"

"Be stubborn all you want. That's how I found out I liked Kyle... Hehe. He was there for me and I felt comfortable."

"... But I don't-

"Okay then, can you look into his eyes and say "I don't like you. Only as my best friend?"

"I...-

"I don't think so. Y/N, what if he walks out of your life? What will you do? Will you just sit there alone in the corner and cry because you had a chance?"

"..."

"Ugh geez. Let's go back. Beat Malachi so you can win 10$. It's worth it." She smiled at me.

I nodded my head and she pulled me inside.

"W-Wait I need to go to the bathroom for a bit." I said.

"Alright don't take too long. And don't crying the bathroom about Levin."

"Heh, I won't," I smiled and went into the restroom.

I went into a stall and sat down on the lid.

...Why are you stuck in my head?..

It really can't be true that I like you. Pfft... You're my friend..

How could I possibly like you?

"That's how I met your father, he was my best friend.."

Ugh no! That can't be it..

"Then why are you thinking about him?"

H-Huh?.. I-I'm not!

"Why did you not let go when he kissed you?"

A blush grew upon my face and I looked down.

"Why did you kiss him?"

I-I don't know...

"Just admit it. He's not going to hurt you is he? I even accept him as my son in law already."

....Do I really?

"Just... Try not to think about it anymore."

"Oh my Irene girl! You totes like him like O M G girlfriend~ You should totes like date him. He's so dreamy~"

"I mean, that's what a best friend is for right?"

Stupid... I don't want you to be my best friend only...

I-I want you to be more than a friend..