My Band Mate (Levin X Reader)

Chapter 18

Y/N POV
Time to finally go home... Felt like the full day. I have a lot of homework to make up and need to study for 5 tests.. Every Friday there's at least 1 test and it's up to 3... I have quizzes that I missed too...

I also have to show the music teacher the song we been learning on my guitar. That's easy I don't even need to study it. But, advanced math a little hard so that's good. Just some complex x...

Anyways, I have a ton of homework and 5 tests to study AND make up the quizzes... the teacher said I can do my homework for today and tomorrow or just do it today... and that's what I'm planning on doing... today there was homework too so that adds to my pile...

That's why tomorrow I'm staying after school to do the tests, quizzes, and guitar.

I signed. At least I'm away from Levin... He worried too much... and that's a problem. I can't let him know..

I groaned.

I walked home slowly looking down at the sidewalks. Stupid James... I'm still a virgin and I'm happy with it.

I got home. Instead of knocking at the door, I unlocked the door with my keys.

Instead of yelling, "Mom, dad I'm home!" I went to the couch and sat down.

I-instead of dad t-telling m-me how was m-my day... I-I...

Tears went down my face slowly.

"WHY DO BAD THINGS HAPPEN!!! WHY!" I yelled to the top of my lungs. I closed my eyes and tears still escaped. I just want to be with my family... why?... Why... WHY?!!?!

I dropped to the ground and groaned.

I-Instead of mom telling me... "D-Don't cry sweetie. I-I'm here..."

I throw my book bag to the stairs and breathe slowly.

I should calm d-down...I signed..

Maybe take a shower, change, do my homework in bed silently, and... never wish Mr. Whemgadi came to my house...

My tears just kept escaping... I'm not taking a shower never mind... Already took one this morning...

I picked up my book bag and went to my bedroom. I slammed the door close and hugged my stuff animal..

Levin gave this to me as a present for my birthday.. Now I can't stop thinking about Levin..

I heard a doorbell ring and I looked out the window.

I knew it... He was going to come here...

Just go away Levin...

He knocked the door this time.

I went downstairs and opened he door slightly.

He smiled nervously. "Hey um.. Mind if I come in?.." He asked me nervously. He had a bag.. something he brought probably..

I looked down. I opened the door wide and just looked at him. "Why did you come?.."

"Something is wrong Y/N. You can't hide it to yourself. Eventually you'll have to tell someone. And that someone is me.." He said.

I looked down. "I'm fine Levin.." I lied.

"That's a lie..." He said. "I'm fine!" I yelled slightly.

He looked at me and signed. "Fine then.. I'll see ya tomorrow then.."

He walked away..

From no where, I grabbed his wrist and tears came down to me.

"L-Levin.."

He looked back at me and let himself in. He shut the door behind him and sat him and me on the couch.

Silence came between us. The more quiet it became, the more I wanted to not tell him.. But, in my heart I do..

"M-My parents.." I started. "Um.. They- I've been in a car accident with them and...." I stopped for a second. "T-That's why I-I.. I haven't been in school for a week.. IVE BEEN IN THE HOSPITAL NOT KNOWING I MISSED SCHOOL FOR A WEEK AND MY PARENTS SLOWLY DYING ON M-Me... L-Levin.." I broke down and tears came exploding down my face. "I-I don't know what do anymore.. I want to be with them..."

I couldn't keep my mouth shut because of my tears.. "N-No matter what I do to move on from this pain, deep down inside I-I will always know that I'll n-never get to h-hug my m-mom and d-dad ever a-again.." I say braking down again..

Levin pulled me to his chest and petted my head. "The pain you're feeling is untrue... Your mother was a great person to my mom as well. Your father was a teacher to Garroth. Katelyn and Jeffory are with Lady Irene.. She'll keep them safe. Like I'll keep you safe Y/N... I promise I'll never let you go of my sight..." And he mumbled something like "And my arms.." My imagination..

"For someone like you to lose your parents, It means that Irene wants you to explore your world alone and it's their time to come to her... She really desires your parents. Heh.. I'm kinda jealous myself.." I get a drop of water on my nose.

I looked up at Levin. His eyes were watery but he held it in. The water drop was a tear he made.. He must like my parents as well..

"Just know that they're in a great place..." Levin pulled away from me and smiled at me.

I looked down.

Levin got up and got something from his bag.

I wiped my tears and nose with the tissues I had in front of me.

He got out two Ben & Jerry's ice cream.. Two (Flavor) ice cream..

Levin lost balance and dropped them and fell down.

I hid my smile and laughed quietly. "Idiot.."

He smiled softly. He picked it up and set them down on the table. Levin went next to me and cupped my face.

"I wanted to see your smile.. I haven't seen it since yesterday. Since you've been depressed, I brought you your favorite kind of ice cream... I can help you with homework and study while we eat them! I mean, that's what a best friend is for right?" He smiled.

Levin leaned still cupping my face...

I could feel his warm breath in my face. My heart beat started going faster than ever.

The gap that was only left between us separated us. But, he finally closed it and I closed my eyes.. it was gentle and magical... like it lasted for ages..

I was frozen and couldn't move. I didn't want to let go.. it was a weird feeling.. When he let go, my face suddenly became red...

He laughed nervously. "Cmon, let's get to work." He suggested. I nodded and smiled.