So the 6th fact is that I'm an introvert. Let's get on with the story!
Levin
I laid in my bed looking at the ceiling like it was the most interesting thing to look at. My door was shut close so no one could disturb me.
These feelings are annoying...
Why do you make me feel this way?.. WHY?! Why does it have to be you! You found someone you love already! You don't love me like I do! You love that idiot...
I felt frustration in me but I also felt sadness. I need to punch something...
I took a punching bag from my closet and hang it on the hooker.
I begin punching it with all my force feeling he stress leaving me. I want these feelings to go away! I don't want to be love!
"URG!" I growled and punched it out of the hooker. I panted and panted. I heard my door being opened without permission and I stood there annoyed.
I turned around and saw just... Mom. I looked at her pathetically. I'm pathetic! I'm an idiot... Bryan isn't the idiot...
I had tears come down my eyes slowly. Mom came towards me and sat me down on my bed.
"Want to tell me what's wrong?" My mom's soothing voice called to me.
"Mom... How do you get away feelings that you have for someone?.." I asked her not telling her the exact person.
"Well.. Ifs impossible." She said smiling at the picture of Y/N and me on my desk. I blushed a shade of red slightly.
"If you think about that person dearly, can't get them out of your mind, or get jealous when you see them with another person, you're in love." She said smiling at me. "Why do you ask?" She said curious.
"Uh well.. Nothing just curious.." I said looking down. "..How did you and dad meet?" I asked mom. She smiled at me and took a deep breath.
"I met your father in an online game. I didn't actually know what he looked like or what his real name was. I would call him FC and he would call me Shu. We would text each other and play online together..." She started. "We you could say were best friends. But in reality, we were enemies.. We hated each other but ended up finding out that we were the ones that we were talking online and texting this whole time.. I was shocked but we grew fond of each other. Our first kiss was in my house.." Mom said and finished.
"Wow..." I said amazed. I once again looked down at my black carpet..
"Did you get your first kiss yet?" Mom asked me grinning.
My face burned slightly. "Y-Yeah.." I said embarrassed.
"Where and when was your first kiss?" She asked me. This will probably give it away..
"I-It was in Y/N's house.. When her parents died.." I said.
"In guessing the person who was your first kiss was-
"Y/N.." I said looking sadly at the floor. "She was acting weird back then when her parents died in a car crash.. No one was there for her to comfort her. So, I went to her house to check. Tears ran down her cheeks... It made me feel sad to see her like that. So I brought ice cream and helped her with assignments. Then suddenly I had the urge to.. Kiss her." I mumbled the last part. Mom heard it.. My heart was beating faster at the memory.
"I'm not going to tell you whether you love her or not because that's not my choice." She said.
"Then.. Is it my choice?.." I asked her carefully. She smiled and shook her head.
"It's not your choice either." She said.
I raised an eyebrow confused. "Then.. Who's choice is it?!" I said slightly confuse.
"Levin you're so silly." Mom said.
"It's your heart's decision."
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My Band Mate (Levin X Reader)
Fanfiction"You can come to me if there is anything wrong!" 10 year old Levin said to Y/N. "Ok..." 7 years later, they're in their final year of high school, Senior Year. Music was one of Y/N's favorite things and she wanted to start a band. Unfortunately...
