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James // Immortal

Anon on Tumblr

James realizing he's immortal. It would be really sad he he started thinking about how the others will age and die while he stays young and healthy.

Enjoy :)
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James' P.O.V.

I scrolling through my tag on Tumblr. A lot of the posts were comparing me to myself 4 years ago. They were also all pointing out how I never aged. I knew deep down that I was actually immortal.

That sounds so weird to say. No one else was. I have no explanation as to why I was. I just....was. I hadn't told anyone. I never even told Aleks. No one has any idea I am immortal.

Also on my tag was a whole lot of Aleks. Aleks. My best friend. I've known him for years. He would get old and wrinkly and die. And what would I do? I'd stay this age forever. I wouldn't die. I'd lose my best friend.

God, I can barely bring myself to think about losing my best friend. He has always been there for me and I've always been there for him. Let's not forget he's part of the reason our channel is doing so well.

I'll lose Trevor. I'll have him for a little longer than Aleks. Just barely, though. He is like a younger brother, except more annoying and obnoxious.

I will lose Anna and Asher. They're so young and bright, then one day they won't be. I get to watch them die. I get to watch them get more and more sad and gray and gloomy until they're on their death bed.

Even my old friends. I'll have to phase myself out of everyone's lives so no one notices my lack of aging.

Soon, they'll all catch on. Everyone will. Aleks will notice first. I'll have to witness the sadness that overcomes him as he realizes I'll never join him in hell.

I'll have to lock myself away at a certain point. No one can see that I'm not aging. Fans may point it out. I have to wait until everybody is gone and Im lonely before I come out of hiding.

It's for my own good.

I've also realized I can't hurt myself. If I do, I heal immediately. Nothing can harm me. Physically, at least.

The heartbreak of witnessing my best friends deaths will most likely do me in.

I didn't want this realization.

I didn't ask for this.

This will be horrible.

fin.