Forever And Always //A roadtrip fanfic//

7 Dating? & Jealousy?

Laila's Pov
I woke up still in Brooklyns arms.. I softly climbed over Brook out of the bunk.. I grabbed my jacket, my phone and my earphones.. I left a note saying "I'm for a walk i'll be back as soon as possible - Laila" it was five in the morning.. But i liked morning walks.. I checked my phone to see if i got any new messages.. I did have a new one.

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Scarlet <Maxted>
-Hey how was the concert?!
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It was amazing, I'm still upset that you couldn't come.. I'd rather have you by my side than Ayla..
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-what happend? I know you two didn't go good together all the time.. But still.. I'm here for you❤️
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Well.. You know that she's all over Brooklyn.. I guess she can't handle the relationship me and Brook had.. 😢😴
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-She's not worth your time! If she can't handle that she doesn't deserve you AND Brooklyn.. But when are you gonna come back to the Netherlands?
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In about.. Well i actually don't know.. You never knew.. But i sing.. And now.. I might have a manager by tomorrow, but i still have to pack my stuff IF I'm staying there..
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-REALLY?!! YOU HAVE A MANAGER??? WHO IS IT?!
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it's Blair...
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-You are soo lucky❤️😂
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I know.. I know.. But we have to meet again! It's been wayyy to long! And i have to tell you so many stories!
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-TRUE!! I can't wait even if we haven't set a date when we meet😂
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😂 I can't wait either.. But i have to go.. I'm taking a walk.. And i don't want to end up in a hospital😴😥
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-Byee then! ❤️
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Bye Scar❤️
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I continued to walk with some nice, calm songs playing.. I really miss Scarlet..I also miss the other girls.. We haven't seen each other in to long.. I might pull a few strings for a bigger surprise when we meet.. I smiled at those thoughts..

I eventually arrived at the bench where we filmed the Q&A.. I just sat down on it.. It wasn't to cold.. And not to warm, it was nice. I kinda fell asleep because when i opened my eyes i checked mt phone and it was almost 9 in the morning.. I just continued to watch the sky.. 'Mornin'.' I heard a voice say.. I looked to my side to see Brooklyn standing next to me. 'Morning.' I said with a small smile on my face, Brooklyn sat next to me. 'Why are you here?' 'I don't know.. I guess i woke up and decided i could use a walk.. What are you doing here then, huh?' ' I woke up and didn't see you laying next to me.. So my first reaction was that this all was a dream.. But i saw your note.. And decided to go and search for you.. I guess this was the first place that came into my mind..' He told me.. I just smiled and looked back to the sky. 'We should go back to the flat.. Shouldn't we..' 'Yep.. We should.' He said, we both stood up and started walking back to the flat..

'Why are you still in your pajamas, Laila?' 'Because.. I can.' i said, Brooklyn just smiled at my comment.. 'This.. May sound weird.. But are any of the guys dating? Not that i want to date them.. Just wondering.' 'No.. They aren't dating anyone.' 'Awhh.. Else it would've been adorable.'

Brooklyns Pov
When she said those word.. I felt a sting... I don't know why, Jealousy? Maybe?
'Why would've it been adorable?' 'Well.. I don't know.. But i always like seeing couples, don't ask me why..' 'And what about me then huh? If i would've had a girlfriend it wouldn't be adorable?' I said.. 'Of course it would've been adorable.. But I'm scared if you get a girlfriend.. She's gonna take you away from me..' 'She isn't i promise and if she will.. She's just jealous..' i told her.. No one is gonna take me away from Laila.. Never.. 'Brook? How.. D-Does it feel to.. Be in love?' She asked me.. 'Well... I can't really explain it.. Some people have butterflies in their stomach.. Some.. Can blush hard around those.. Almost everyone feels different when they're in love.. So it's hard to explain.. But why do you ask?' 'I-I think i might be... In love, with someone...' She said quietly.. Another sting.... I don't want anyone to take her away from me.. I.. Might.. Love her? No! Never she is just my bestfriend!
'With who?' I stopped walking while i said those words, she turned around facing me.. 'You are gonna hate me if i tell you.. And.. I don't wanna love that person though.. How.. Can you stop loving someone?' 'I don't know.. Putting away your feelings might make it worse.. But why do you not wanna be in love with that person?' 'Uh.. Well.. I'm scared I'll ruin the friendship between him and me.. But I'm pretty sure he won't love me anyways..' i saw the pain in her eyes so i pulled her in a hug.. 'I know how you feel..' I said softly.. 'How?' 'I'm in love with a girl.. I'm pretty sure that she isn't in love with me.. And i'm also scared I'm gonna ruin mine and hers friendship..' I told her.. Because it was the truth, she pulled away. 'Brook?.. We'll both end up with someone perfect for us.. Right?' 'Yes.. We will.' i can never have Laila anyways.. She'll never be mine, or??

Laila's Pov
Brooklyn was in his thoughts so i grabbed his hand because saying his name wouldn't help.. But as soon as i grabbed his hand, our fingers intertwined by accident.. It felt like lightning going through my body.. Brooklyn seemed shocked to. 'S-Sorry.. You weren't reacting.. S-so i just wanted to grab your h-hand to see if that worked...' i mumbled.. Brooklyn went a little red i think.. 'It's okay.. Let's just go to the flat.' he said.. We continued walking hand in hand with our fingers still intertwined, almost without noticing.. I didn't mind at all.. But my one question is does he mind? Me and Brook letted go of eachothers hands so none of the boys could see it.. We walked inside the flat casually.. Like nothing happened at all, when we walked in Jack, Andy and Mikey where sitting on the bunkbeds eating cereal. 'I see you found Laila.' Andy laughed. 'Yeah.. it was weird the first place i was thinking of was the bench where we filmed the Q&A, and she was there.. surprisingly.' Brooklyn said while scratching the back of his neck, i was still blushing a little bit. 'Is something wrong Laila?' Rye asked while walking in the room. 'No.. not really i guess..' 'hmm.. i have to talk with you follow me..' he said.. so i followed him.

(When i wrote the part of "It felt like lightning" i totally wasn't listening to song about a song writer.. *ahem* anyways.. i wrote this chapter while i was in a car.. where is the next chapter gonna be writen? i litterally write this story whereever i am...)