Forever And Always //A roadtrip fanfic//

31 Writing A Song

Brooklyn's Pov
Seeing her leave broke me, i know she's only gone for a year but.. Can i go on with life without her? Wil she still love me as much when she returns? I just stared blankly at the bunkbed in front of me, i didn't want to cry at all... Because i knew i wasn't the only one that was upset about her leaving. 'Brook.. You okay?' I heard Andy ask. 'I wish..' I sighed. 'What's up your mind? You can tell me, the others decided to go somewhere else.' 'I... I'm scared... That she's gonna cheat on me.... Or that she isn't gonna love me anymore..' I said. 'She would never cheat ya know..' Andy told me.. 'I know... But, I don't know... Leave it..' I sighed.

Laila's Pov
Dang.. I miss the others already.. I miss Brooklyn.. I looked outside the small airplane window.. Next to me was George.. He was already dead asleep, Then there was Reece, He was i guess.... Talking with Blake alot.. I put on my headphones and started playing some music that was on my phone, as i looked out the small window.. All of a sudden i heard that the song "Give me love" started playing...

~Flashback~
'I'm gonna help you with your soundcheck okay?'
'Really?' 'Of course.. Why wouldn't i help my little Koala?' 'Hehe.. Anyways.. Wich song are we gonna do then?' 'Hmm.. I don't know.. What is the song you want to do?' 'Owhh.. I know ome by Ed Sheeran!! Give me love is such a beautiful song! You in?' 'Yeah sure!! Sounds good.. But.. Are we gonna sing like.. All together or what?' 'No we aren't monkey.. I once saw this cover of Sam Golbach and Katrina Stuart!! They did the same song! Here take a listen!'

~Flashback Over~
I smiled as i remembered that..

~FlashBack~

'Laila, Brooklyn it's your turn!' Blair yelled.. Me and Brooklyn walked to the stage.. Because i was to scared.. No one was allowed to watch..

At the end of the song.. Mine and Brooklyns faces where an inch apart.. Our faces where both burning a dark shade of red as soon as we realized that our faces where an inch apart.. We where both looking in eachothers eyes and than to eachothes lips.. And back to our eyes again.. He leaned in.. I didn't want to but its to late... BAM butterflies, fireworks going trough my body.. It felt like it was just us.. Everything vanished.. We both pulled back for air both blushing like crazy.. 'It... It was just in the moment okay?!' I said while i panicked.. 'Just in the moment?! It's the second time we looked in eachothers eyes like that?!! Why in the moment?!' he said annoyed, i couldn't handle the stress anymore..

~FlashBack Over~

I was kinda sad after remembering that, I mean i was such a jerk towards Brook... I'm happy that we in the end worked things out together.. I decided to take my phone out and write a text to Brooklyn.

---Monkey🙈❤---
Me: Hey Monkey, remember ily loads xx I hope you have a good time on tour, And don't worry about me i won't do anything crazy x Remember ily till my last tear drops to the floor, to infinity and beyond ever and ever❤️ And you know what? This might be cheesy, but you deserve to know this all.. Your my monkey, my prince xx lyxxx ❤❤❤
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I laughed at myself as i saw how cheesy it was.. What am i a terrible writer. Oh well.. One thing that i started to notice.. Is that i couldn't text Brook the full words "I love you" there was this voice keeping me back from it... I don't think i should let me be bothered... I fell asleep listening to some songs.. I woke up by some whisper/yelling by Blake.. I groaned and opened my eyes. 'Finally she's awake.' George whispered. 'What? Why do i need to be awake?' 'Why not?' Reece whispered. I groaned again. 'I don't wanna be awake.' I sighed. 'Why not?! Where in La!!' Brad whispered/yelled. 'Wait what?' I whispered as i sat up straight. 'Haha, you sleeped quite a while.' James whispered. 'I'm a girl come on, i need my beauty sleeps.. But i thought we would do Ireland first for tour?!' 'Well change of plans, We're gonna do Ireland after the other four tour dates.. Because the it's the 29 September then.. And for your surprise ya know..' Bradley said with a wink.. 'Owhh. Okay i guess...' I laughed, i couldn't believe how i slept through the whole flight.

We waited and waited for my bags to come but they didn't arrive.. I was slightly starting to panick.. 'Laila, are those your bags?' Tristan asked all of a sudden. I looked over to finally see my bags. 'Yes, finally.' I sighed.

Shortly after we arrived at the hotel.. The first couple of days we could sleep in a hotel until the real tour starts.. I was supposed to be in a room with Reece, George and Blake... Which i wasn't really looking forward to.. I Mean yeah they are nice guys and all... But.. I've had to sleep with 5 weird crazy people in one room for long enough... Oh well i should get used to touring with these guys to so, i shouldn't complain.. I logged in the wifi for only to see my phone blow up thanks to texts.

---Monkey🙈❤---
Monkey🙈❤: Haha
Monkey🙈❤: you're the cutest
Monkey🙈❤: That's really sweet baby
Monkey🙈❤: And i trust you with not doing anything stupid.. And it's really cheesy though😂😂❤
Monkey🙈❤: love you though💕
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I smiled as i read those texts.. I decided to text in the groupchat that i had safely arrived here in La.

The boys where out to do something? Yeah they didn't tell me exactly what, but i was just messing around with my laptop and some instrument sounds i had recorded before.. I started humming a little bit along with sometimes singing some words in genaral.. I decided to record it all with my phone so i wouldn't forget the melody and all..

I decided to see if Brooklyn would pick up if i wanted to face time him.. So i did try.. And to my surprise.. 'Hey Koala..' He said with a smile. 'Hey Brook.' I replied. 'You missed me to much didn't yah.' 'Uhm.. Sure.. But I wanted you to hear something.. But I'll send it in a couple of minutes.' 'What is it then?' 'Well.... It's an audio of something, maybe a possible song, I'm not sure though.' 'Babee That's amazing!! Hope you'll bring it out soon.' 'Maybe i will, depends if i like it myself.' 'Understandable.'

Me and Brook facetimed till late at night my time of course.. I might have fallen asleep in the middle of a conversation...

(Sooooo i guess Laila's writing a song now huh? 😏 hehe anyways byeeeee)