Forever And Always //A roadtrip fanfic//

12 Life can be a rollercoaster

Laila's Pov
We all decided to go to our hotel, since i booked one or more nights. But when we walked in there was one small problem.. The girls wanted to stay here for tonight, but we only have four double beds.. For as far as we checked.. We didn't look through our whole hotel room yet.. So two people needed to sleep on the couch.. I also asked the staff if they had a box for Daisy to sleep in, luckily they had one so she was now in that box. It was now about 3 Pm, so no one was tired and wanted to sleep.. All of us where just on our phones doing nothing interesting.. 'Laila! Check your youtube for a second!' Brooklyn said, so i did as he said.. I checked my youtube.. I didn't notice anything special.. 'WAIT!!? WHAT?!!!' I kinda screamed. 'What?' 'I ALMOST HAVE THE 8 THOUSAND SUBSCRIBERS?!!! HOW??!!!!!' i started freaking out slightly.. 'Well.. Congrats!' Andy spoke with a smirk on his face. 'You have something to do with this.. Don't ya?' 'Maybeee~' Andy teased. 'You all did huh?' 'Maybe.' 'Give me a stinckin awnser!' I said while i was getting fake mad at them. 'Okay okay.. We didn't help..' 'You didn't? But.. How is this possible then?' i asked confused. 'I don't know.. Like i said earlier, me and Rye had that to.. When we didn't know that the others would even join.' Andy told me.

Later on that day i grabbed my laptop and deleted the song i was working on.. Why? I wanted to make a new one.. A special one, i didn't have any clue about what it was gonna be yet.. So i couldn't write anything.

'Guys? Should we do a cover together? On my channel?' I asked. 'Sure.. What song!?' Rye replied. 'Uhh.. I don't know, girls do you have any suggestions?' 'I think Little do you know is verry beautiful, but it is a pretty sad song.' Scarlet suggested.

We listened to the song and decided that that would be the song.. It took us a while to get to almost the ending of the song.. Around 5 takes to finnally get close to the end.. I started tearing up and we had about 15 seconds left to sing.. So i just sang..

When song ended.. I was close to hyperventilating, the reason behind me crying and hyperventilating was.. This song used, and still does mean alot to me.. Brooklyn pulled me in a hug.. I burried my face in his chest.. He tried to calm me down.. But nothing helped, wich was freaking me out.. But what was freaking me out the most was that everyone was watching me. I pulled away from Brooklyns hug and ran to a other room in the hotel, Brooklyn followed me to that room and closed the door.. I started hyperventilating, i sat down on the bed with my knees up and my arms wrapped around them.. Tears streamed down my face.. Brooklyn sat down next to me and pulled me on his lap.. I burried my face in his chest again, no matter what i couldn't stop crying, nor hyperventilating.. "Little do you know how I'm breaking while you fall asleep.." Those lyrics ran through my head.. Because when i was about 14 i used to break down while my parents where asleep.. Why? Bullies.. Fights with my parents.. Not happy with myself.. Not that i was happy with myself until this day... "Fat" "Worthless" 'Stop..' I mumbled out loud. "You ain't as perfect as her" 'Stop' I mumbled out loud again.. 'Shh.. Laila it's okay.. I'm here.' Brooklyn then whispered in my ear. "Fat" "Ugly" "eww.. Look at her outfit" 'Stop... Please..' i mumbled.. 'Laila shhh... It's okay.. It's alright.. I'm here.' He whispered again. "FAT" "UGLY" "DIE" "WORTHLESS" "GO AWAY" "YOU WILL ALWAYS BE PICKED LAST" "WHY ARE YOU EVEN ON THIS PLANET" it was getting worse.. So was my hyperventilating.. I started shaking as well.. 'Shh.. Laila.. It's okay.. I don't know what's going on but it's okay.. I promise..' He whispered in my ear, he also started making circles on my back, wich.. Helped me calm down a little..

'There are four other beds in the room next to, now yours.. You two can have this one.' I heard Kay whisper. 'Okay.. Can you leave us alone for a while?' 'Sure.. I'll leave you two be, Brook.' She said when she walked back out and closed the door. 'Stay here Laila.. You need a glass of water.' Brooklyn whispered, he then sat me down softly on the bed and grabbed a glass water... He told me that i should take sip by sip, and not all the water in once.. It was hard drinking since i was still shaking..

When my glass was empty, Brook took it out of my had and setted it on the nightstand. I was still shaking, Hyperventilating and crying.. But not as much as before.. But i still felt like i was going out of my mind..

Brooklyn sat down next to me again, and pulled me back on his lap.. Making the same circles on my back.. "Ugly" "eww.. Look at her" 'Stop.. Please.. Stop..' I mumbled again.. 'Laila shh.. It's alright.. Their is no one else besides us in this room.. It's all alright..' he whispered.. I did feel the slightest butterflies.. But.. Thanks to all of this.. I didn't feel them like usually...

In the end All of this hyperventilating, crying and shaking, made me verry tired so soon enough i fell asleep.

3rd Person
It was around 7 that Laila fell asleep on Brooklyns lap.. The others where tired to.. But they had struggle deciding who should sleep with who.. In the end it ended up being a one boy and one girl.. So it was Kaylee B. And Rye, Andy and Kay, Mikey and Scarlet, and then Roos and Jack. Around 8 they changed one by one in the bathrooms and fell asleep on their beds.. All cuddling up to each other.

(I hope you all have a nice day.. Better than mine.. When I wrote this.. I had a terrible day.. Actually.. You can see/read pretty good when i have a TERRIBLE terible day.. Amd when i have a average terrible day.. Oh well.. I ain't here to make everyone worry about me.. - Laila)