Forever And Always //A roadtrip fanfic//

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Warning: in this chapter there's stuff going on like suicide and self-harm, please do know if you are dealing with this you could always sent me a dm on instagram : Brandyslovechildlaila
And please do know suicide is not the awnser for so many reasons.
-Love Laila❤️

Laila's Pov
I was thrown back in the cage thing where i stayed in the last days? I really have no clue how long i've been here.. It feels like ages.. The fresh cuts where stinning like crazy, i pulled up my whithe t-shirt well kinda red now, a little and saw how skinny i've gotten, i looked like you could just pinch me and i'd die, i tried not to touch the cuts as good as i could while still inspecting them hoping non of them where infected where i bet some where... I tried to sleep on the cold hard floor where i've been "Sleeping" on the last couple of days... Weeks?.. I wondered if everyone is searching for me... I knew for sure that when Brook would know that i was in Scotland, that he knew where i was.. There where so many good memories in the forest here.. But now not anymore.. You may ask why i know I'm in Scotland easy, I've been in this forest quite sometimes, and Chance was so dumb to tell me..

Brooklyn's Pov
Well turns out Blair isn't returning back here today, but he is tommorrow i've already waited so long.. I bet she is dead... The others are telling me to stay positive but i can't! I freaking can't.... Can't they see how broken i am...? Can't they see how thin i've gotten because of this..? Of course they can't! They're partying 24/7, leaving me alone most times... Am i even good enough for them? Do they even like me? Do they want me to leave the fucking band? Because if they want me to, they also could've said so..

~Small tiny time skip~

I sat back down on the bed with my mind completely empty.. Emotionless.. Until it hit me what i've done to myself.. Why did i do this? What made me think i should've done this.. I wanted to yell... Scream, but i couldn't... The blood continued to go down my arm.. Not that much though..

Unknown Pov
It now really sank in what i was doing, and i started to feel guilty for everyone, for Laila, Brooklyn and all Laila's friends. Why did i think that i wanted to do this? How did they manipulate me to do this? Why did i think that revenge was the best way? For now there was one thing i could do..

I grabbed a pile of clothing from the closet that was in my room, and also some food..

Laila's Pov
'Wake up..' I heard. I looked up to see someone standing outside the cell i was staying in with i think some clothing and food. 'Here take this..' the voice whispered again, i looked at the person again, but i couldn't reconize him/her, they where dressed in compleet black clothing with even a mask, i did reconize the eye's but i didn't know from who they where.. I was scared that this was a trap, but i walked up to them and they handed me the clothing and food. 'Thank you so much..' i told them, she/he nodded and left as quickly as they could, i changed as carefully as i could trying not to hit any of the wounds. After i changed i ate the bread hoping Ayla, Chance or Auri didn't come here..

Brooklyn's Pov
I'm so happy that Blair showed up earlier, we are now on the way to the forest in Scotland it was gonna be quite a ride, in Blair's car where me, Andy, Rye, Mikey, Jack and surprisingly Harvey fitted in the car to.. With Darren our tour manager where Reece, James, Brad, Kay, Kaylee, Tristan and Connor, some of the girls stayed back in Dublin to pack our stuff and travel together with Ginger back to the flat.

After a couple more hours on the road i needed to lead the way to the lake since we arrived in the forest, it was exactly like how it was when me and Laila went here with our parents on vacation.. You see, our parents didn't spend much time together, but when they did it straight away was for a week or two.

Laila's Pov
I woke up a couple minutes ago after Chance did some stuff to me.. It was odly quite i saw a figure laying a cross the room, i slowly walked up to it and.. Saw it was the figure that helped me, i kneeled down and took the mask of of their face...

It was Auri? Why would she help me? 'Auri, Auri wake up!' I whisper yelled. I heard a groan and soon enough Auri sat up straight. 'Okay first of all i have ten million questions, but one i really wanna know what happened?' I asked her.

'Ayla found out about me helping you... She told Chance and they both started hitting me, punching me, kicking me.. I guess until i was knocked out.. But it won't take long until everyone is here.' 'Why not?' 'I made arrows from the lake to this basement they'll find it, i promise.' 'How do you know..?' 'I just do...'

After talking to Auri for a bit i understand why she acted the way she did.. She was manipulated by Chance and Ayla, first she had to make Brook fall in love with her, then get in a fight with him, after that it was just really seeing what happened and indeed hoping that me and Brooklyn would go out of the room and somewhere outside.. I've also heard from her that Roadtrip and The Vamps + New Hope Club and me aren't gonna tour for most likely this year maybe even longer.

I slept for a couple hours until i heard alot of yelling from what it sounds like, upstairs..

(Prepare for the next couple of chapters y'all are gonna kill me...)