Cameron Monaghan Imagines and Preferences

~Ian Imagine~ Why Can't You See?~

|| REQUESTED: by @bekahbea ||

Ever since I can remember I've known Ian Gallagher, he is my best friend, always has been, always will be. I've been saying forever that I wouldn't fall for one of my friends, however I broke that rule way before I even made it.

I suppose that I have always loved Ian, but it has developed from a 'family' type love to a more 'I wanna be in your arms forever' type love and I don't know why he doesn't.

Currently I'm sat at 'home' listening to music, getting ready to go to Ian's, I decided on wearing a black crop top with high waisted shorts and a black and white plaid shirt around my waist, paired with black converse.

Just as I was putting my long blonde hair in a messy bun I heard Mickey, my brother, barge through the front door making a lot of noise as usual. I sighed and walked out of my room into the living room, "Hey Mick, where you been?" I ask not really interests "The school bleachers, ask why and I'll cut your tongue out your head" and with that said I left to go to Ian's house.

When I got there Ian was sat on the sofa with Lip, I walked over and sat on the other side if Ian so he was in the middle of me and lip, "Hey Ian" I said when I sat. "Oh Sage, um hi, I wasn't expecting you to come over... wanna drink or something?" He asked surprised, like he was a child and I had just caught him with his hand In the cookie jar. "Urm... a water would be nice, thanks" I said and he nodded and got up.

He has been acting strange like this for a while. Lip looked over his shoulder to check if Ian was gone and out of sight. "Sage, meet me out back in about 10 minutes, we need to talk" Lip whispered and I nodded as he got up and left just as Ian came back in with my drink, he gave it to me and I thanked him and we sat together for about 10 minutes.

"I just wanna get some fresh air, its a bit stuffy in here, I'll be back in 5" I said and got up, Ian grunted in acknowledgment.

I walked to the kitchen and out the back door where I saw Lip sat on the stairs smoking and I sat next to him, he exhaled and offered me the cigarette which I accepted and had a drag (A/N: sorry if you don't actually smoke its just the area and the people she lives with, there is a high possibility that she would also smoke) then gave it back "Sage, here goes nothing, I know you like Ian, like wanna fuck, like him, and I wanna tell you that he does too, in that way, so I think you should talk to him about it" I was shocked "Lip why are you telling me this because Ian has said he doesn't like me in that way" I asked looking at the ground. "Because I'm fucking sick of hearing Ian mope around moaning about how much he likes you but how guilty he feels about fucking your brother, Sage. So fuck, talk to him".

What did he just say? "Which brother?" I asked quietly feeling betrayed by my best friend and my own family, "Mickey" he said before walking off. I don't know how to feel, I love Ian Gallagher, and he likes me but he's fucking my own brother. Then it sinks in, the bleachers, Mick goes there all the time and I know why people go there I'm not stupid.

A single tear escapes my eyes, I feel upset, betrayed and angry, I wipe it away and storm back into the house, "what the fuck Ian?!" I shout and it catches his attention and he looks at me confused. "My brother, out of all people you could have sex with, you choose my very own brother?"

He stands up and walks closer to me and I step back, "It's not like that Sage, please" he says trying to get close to me, "Ian you know how I feel about you after we had that conversation last month, where I said I love you, why can't you see that? And then I find out your fucking my brother behind the high school bleachers!"

"Okay, I know it sounds fucked up but I don't know. I've always been attracted to men that way and I just wanted to try it out, like an experiment" he said and I was backed up to the wall and he was close to me, he grabbed my shoulders gently and I decide to hear him out, "Carry on" i sniffled.

"Well I don't like it as much as I thought I would become it only made me realise I was being intimate with the wrong Milkovich, Sage I know you love me and I think I love you too" he said simply with raw emotion in his eyes.

"But you said you didn't want to be with me because you don't want to ruin our friendship" I said looking at the floor, his hands came to my chin and lifted my head up so I was looking into his beautiful blue green eyes, his eyes shifted to look at my lips then he leaned forward and our lips collided, they where just as soft as they looked, I kissed back, my hands reach up to tangle in his orange locks.

We both pulled away but not too much so out foreheads where touching. "I love you Sage, I'm so sorry I wont see Mickey ever again because I only want you" he said softly against my lips.

"This is why I love you Ian Gallagher" then our lips met again in a sweet loving kiss.

A/N: This was a request and I hope they like it, i don't usually like doing character named Imagines but it was nice to experiment i suppose anyway vote and follow byee✌🏻