Crush Ko O Crush Ako? (COMPLETED)

Chapter 14: CRUSH

Ano nga ba ang crush? Define it. Is it love? If it isn't then what's the difference?

Crush

Hindi ang crush na nacrash yung airplane o di kaya'y car crash. Hindi yung ganun na crash yung accident.

Crush ito na admiring someone.

Ito yung nararamdaman ng mga tao when they grow up and this feeling is common mostly in teenager.

I had a crush when I was eight years old and that was Ar, my bestfriend. He was always there by my side. I was the one who protected him sa mga nangbully sa kanya dahil nerd daw siya. So what if he's a nerd? He's still human!

I admire him maybe because of his kindness. Sometimes he is clumsy and that makes him cute. Actually he is not ugly. Without those glasses he's a hottie. Kaya nga crush ko yun eh!

When he suddenly disappeared my world changed. My parents don't have time for me. I'm left all alone until nakilala ko ang twins na si Ell and Ella.

They're the one who changed me into a beautiful, sexy and hot human being that lived in this world. But that doesn't mean I changed what I felt towards my crush.

I don't know why I always felt so alone kapag wala siya. I still admire him even if he's gone and far away. Siya kasi talaga yung unang bestfriend ko. The one that I always protect.

It changed nung nakita ko siya ulit. He is the one that protected me. Ang dami niya na ding friends. I think he's now happy without me.

That doesn't matter anyway.

Like niya ako o hindi, crush ko parin siya.

Maalala niya man ako o hindi, crush ko parin siya. And no one can stop me from admiring him.

Sobrang gwapo na niya kaya! Ang super hot pa.

Alam niyo yun? Kapag nakatingin si crush, Iwas-iwas din pag may time. Kapag hindi na nakatingin, hala sige titigan mo hanggang sa matunaw.

Kapag malapit crush mo halos hindi ka makagalaw at kung nawala yung crush mo hanap ng hanap. Aminin niyong ganito rin kayo!

Hayy crush bakit hindi ka nalang maging akin? Bakit kaya ganun noh? Ang unfair. Crush mo siya pero di ka naman niya crush.

Ang saket na hah!

Ito lang talaga masasabi ko sa crush ko. "Pag Crush Kita Dapat Crush Mo Rin Ako! Konting Respeto Naman."

Well, Hindi pa naman ako nakapagconfess kay crush so siguro may chance pa diba? There is uhmm fifty percent chance? Childhood friends kami eh and nakita ko sa movies na mostly childhood friends ay destined. Waaahhh ang feeler ko talaga.

I am talking about crush stuffs and do you know where I am right now? Nandito ako sa classroom staring at him. Haaaahh bakit ba ang gwapo niya? You know what, I want to hug him. I really miss him na talaga. Ang saya ko na nakita ko siya ulit and at the same time naiiyak ako.

"Hoi" sabi ni Ell sa akin.

"What?!"

"Grabe ang titig mo girl! Nakakatunaw!" she teased me.

"So what? Sinisira mo moment ko dito eh!" naiinis na talaga ako sa kanya.

"Sorry na so chill lang ok?" sabi ni Ell and continued doing whatever she's doing.

Tumingin ulit ako kay crush and nakita kong nakatingin siya sa akin. I immediately looked away. Shoot! Nagkatinginan kami ng three seconds I think.

"Ui Cathrine" sabi ni Sam. Ang nakaupo sa harapan ko.

"Ano?"

"Crush mo si Arjen noh?" tanong niya. My eyes open wide sa sinabi niya.