Crush Ko O Crush Ako? (COMPLETED)

Chapter 36: Is it over?

A summer without my friends. A summer spending time with my family is not that bad.

*flashback*

"Cathrine. Your Dad and I had decided that we should live in London. You could stay if you want. We'll give you some time to think." Mom said.

"No mom! I'll go with you." I said with no doubts.

"But anak, Your friends are he..." I cut her off.

"I think it's better if we spend more time together as a family." I said and she just nodded.

*end of flashback*

I really like to have some fun with my friends but someone just broke my trust to anyone.

Ayaw ko nang maging Tanga!

My friends keeps on contacting me pero niisa sa kanila hindi ko sinagot.

I don't know if I could be the same girl they know. Well, why not! Why be you when you can be new.

Naalala ko yung day na niloko niya ako...

*flashback*

I am going to meet Harvey today sa bahay nila. I'm excited a little. Anyways, I have to apologize for what happened yesterday.

I packed him a big stuffed monkey na may dalang chocolate. Ang cute kaya! Bagay sa kanya hahaha. Ito yung sorry gift ko sa kanya.

Pagkatapos ko gawin lahat ng daily routine ko, Sumakay na ako sa kotse namin at ihahatid na ako ni Yaya Silvia.

Sana mapatawad niya ako noh. I just wish na tatanggapin niya itong unggoy na ito. Grabe pa naman yung effort kong hanapin toh sa mga cabinet ko tapos nilabhan ko pa I mean pinalaba ko kay yaya.

Pagdating ko sa tapat ng gate nila, nagpaalam muna ako kay yaya. This is it. Pinapasok ako ng isang maid nila doon.

Pagdating ko sa tapat ng pintuan may narinig akong nagsasalita. May kausap si Harvey?

"I love you! Hindi ako magsasawang sabihin sa iyo yun araw-araw at hindi ako magsasawang mahalin ka. Yun ang -" boses ni Harvey yun ah.

I slightly opened the door. My eyes widened as my jaw drop. Th-they are kissing?! Nikky and Harvey?!

Narinig ko ang pinag-usapan nila.

And I saw them kissing.

I dropped my gift for him.

I realize that I was running and tears fell from my eyes.

It doesn't matter if saan ako mapunta ngayon. Gusto ko munang lumayo sa kanila. Kasi ang sakit sakit eh. Ang sakit dito. My heart, I feel like it's breaking apart.

Ayoko na magpakatanga sa crush ko na mahal ko na pala! I keep on running and still crying.

*end of flashback*

Hindi ko alam if mapapatawad ko pa ba siya. I am such a stupid person who loves the wrong person for how many years.

HARVEY

*Confessing Day*

This is the day na sasabihin ko na sa kanya ang nararamdaman ko. Kinakabahan ako pero kakayanin ko toh.

Naalala ko yung sinabi ni Leo sa akin.

'Manligaw ka kay Cathrine bukas dude. Trust me it would work out. May gusto na si Cathrine sa iyo diba?! I'm sure naghintay na yun na maging girlfriend mo siya.'