Friend, Please //Joshler// {SLOW UPDATES}

No..

(Edited/Fixed 9/18/17)

[Josh's p.o.v]

(short chapter)

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I woke up, exhausted. I climbed from my bed, feeling the coldness rush through my body as my bare feet touched the cold wooden floor. My feet became numb at the cold touch. I stepped out of my room and walked downstairs, looking at my mother on her phone.

"Good morning mother," I smiled as I walked the rest of the two stairs down to the bare floor where my bare feet touched the coldness again.

She muttered a 'good morning' back as I walked into the kitchen and got a bottle of water out of the fridge.

"Josh.. Can I talk to you?" Laura called out.

"Sure.." I walked over to the couch with my mother as she had finished texting someone- probably Kelly.

Come to think of it.. I really miss Tyler.. We was everything to me.. He was always there for me.. And..

I sighed quietly and looked at my mom, waiting for her to begin.

"Its.. Tyler.." she started.

My eyes lit up for a solid thirty seconds before I had noticed my mothers eyes fall with sadness.

"W-whats wrong?" I asked, my voice breaking.

"Tyler.. Was in a car accident.."

"What?! We need to go see him!" I practically screamed.

"He's dead.. Josh.."

My mouth hung open as I felt tears sting in my eyes, my vision beginning to blur. I felt my body tremble, becoming cold with fear.

I lunged from the couch and up the stairs, straight to my room.

I ran into my room; locking the door and scurrying to my bed. I threw myself down with tears pouring from my eyes. I gripped tightly onto(whats left in my hand jk lol kms) the blankets and sobbing into my pillow. The pillow soaked in my tears, becoming wet with my sadness and fears.

No...

No.. This can't be happening..

Please.. Be alive..- stay alive.. Please.. For me ..Tyler..

I whispered between sobs into my pillow as I looked through the window beside my bed, looking directly to the stars.

P-please..