Friend, Please //Joshler// {SLOW UPDATES}

New School

(Edited/Fixed 9/18/17)

[Josh's p.o.v]

Today was my first day at my new school.

Great.

I sighed quietly as I sat up in my bed, rubbing my eyes before standing up.
I ran a hand through my hair as I made my way to the bathroom, closing the door behind me. I looked at the mirror and at myself.

God. What a mess.

I walked back to my bedroom and found my black snap back and picked out black skinny jeans along with a blue NASA shirt and a black jacket. I changed before walking back to the bathroom.
I looked at myself again, sighing with unsatisfied of how I looked. I liked the new color in my hair though.

It probably looks gay, right?

I took a deep breath, pushing away the negative thoughts toward myself. I'm not a person that's negative. I don't believe in self doubt or not being beautiful because everyone is. I know one human in particular. I don't know what he looked like, but my mother showed us pictures of ourselves as children.

I miss him.

I heard so many great things about us.

Too bad he's gone..

It still hurt to think about how he is gone. It was so unexpected. I felt weak as I heard the horrible news. I still feel weak deep down in my bones when I hear about it or hear his name.

I shook myself from my thoughts and walked downstairs to greet my mother sitting on the couch.

"Ready?" She questioned.

I nodded.

It was only me and my mom in this house. I would start seeing my father on the weekends though. Not like I wanted to but my mother wants us to bond.

I don't understand why.. but okay.

I watched my mom stand up as a waited patiently, slipping my shoes on. As she opened the door, I grabbed my bag I had prepared last night. As we walked out the doorway, I closed the door behind me since I was the last one out the door. We got in the car and my mom started her quiet SUV. She began to drive, stopping when she needed for lights and stop signs. We eventually arrived. I began to realize that it had only taken 5 minutes so I could ride my bike in the morning. As she parked, I got out of the car with my mother and crossed what I was guessing where car riders were dropped off at, and to the front doors. My mother opened the door and I stepped in, looking at the dimmed hallway, seeing people scatter around, eyes looking at him. They walked to the office, looking at a few people smiling at him.

"You must be Joshua," A woman walked up to them. She was short with a pretty color of blonde in her hair. Nicely dressed as expected with an office schedule.

"Yeah" I smiled nervously.

My attention was brought to a door opening. I looked at the sign next to the door which said "Nurse's Office'. A small framed brunette boy walked out, his head low, eyes averted to the ground. (Josh is taller in this fic so deal with it. Lol okaybye) He had dark brown eyes as I could tell. I looked at my mother as she shifted uncomfortably at the sight of the boy. I turned to her and looked at her.

"Are you okay?" I asked.

"What?! Yeah.. I'm fine" she seemed taken by surprise.

I nodded cautiously.

"Okay, when your ready you may follow me.. Joshua.."

The brown hair boy seemed to stop at the doorway as he passed momentarily.

"Please.. Just Josh." I reminded her.

The boy brought a hand to his face and swipes his hand across his face- like he was crying.

I sighed, feeling bad for the poor fragile-looking boy. His body motion made him look like he was terrified.

He walked away into the hallway. Soon after he left, the woman walked my mom and I out to the hallway.

She started talking and I nodded along when I thought was needed- but I wasn't listening. My thoughts were on the small brunette that walked from the nurses office, looking quite upset. I couldn't help but to feel bad.

Maybe I could make friends with him.

I didn't want to replace Tyler though.

No one could ever replace Tyler.

Soon enough the tour was over and I was going to start my first day. My mother hugged me goodbye and we went back to the office. I sat down in a chair in an office looking place and the short woman walked over to a small microphone and pushed a button.

"Will Mr.Joseph in 9th please report to the office.."