Dear Diary,
So I might be moving to another state close by, which is good. Because for one I just really need a fresh start and two I don't really like my friends.
The main reason I don't like my friends except Milly and Alexander is because I try so hard to be positive and make them happy and bring them up but they toss me aside and drag me down. I know I can't help them until they want help but it still hurts me more than anything when people say I'm unneeded and not helpful when in reality it's not my fault at all I can't help them.
For the longest time Milly, Alex , and Kyle were my only anchors to this dumb town and now I've only got Alex. Milly isn't an anchor any more because last Christmas she moved to Cali, and Kyle for a ton of reasons.
So when I liked Kyle he was still a she , so slowly after he came out as a trans boy to me my feelings came to this hault and slowly turned into stopping all together. And that's when I started to notice Kyle's various flaws. Before now I would yell at you that Kylie is nothing less than perfect if you said anything bad about him. Now I would be like "bitch that's ALL you got on him -goes on ten hour rant-"
Just to name off a few :
• whenever he has a problem with me or anyone really, instead of confronting that person and trying to resolve the issue, he talks about them behind their back. To their friends.
• he always insists he's right. About everything. Whenever he has an opinion about something, it's not an opinion to him , it's a fact.
Ugh just there's so much more and I can't write it down rn but... Ima go to sleep
Bye Diary,
YOU ARE READING
🌱~Dear Diary,~🌱
RandomLitterally just my Diary. I have a lot of stress in my life I need to get off my shoulders , what better way to do it than a good old fashioned diary. The people's names in this are fake , just so you know
