Dear Diary,
Heyo , sorry I haven't talked to you in a bit.
So ,
Heck.
School started on the tenth , and boy is my friend group already off to a depressing , dense start. It's so weird , there's just been so much drama and problems between all of us over the years. Now , nobody in this group of people's conscience is clean. Everyone has done something wrong to everyone. Every time at lunch when we are there in one group together , the atmosphere is so unbelievably heavy.
I'm pretty sure the pack is either gonna fall apart or come together , and if we fall apart that's gonna happen in one of two ways:
1. - all of the tension builds up until one person bursts , and then all at once everyone else gets livid at eachother and it just becomes a massacre of friendships and will leave scars that will never heal.
2. - we all slowly drift off into different groups , until the group is no more.
-------------------------------------------------------hey so I wrote that last part like a week ago and left it. So here's some updates
The group is doing a lot better , although between particular people there's more tension than others.
So I'm moving , three houses away from where I live now. I was originally really happy because I was gonna move to the city before school started or a bit into the year , but now it looks like I won't be moving to the city until after the school year.
H E C K K I D D O S.
So , do you know what a platonic crush is? (That's prob not the actual name for it but that's what I call it) the name is pretty self explanatory but I'll explain anyways. It's where you sort of have this yearning to be friends with someone , and it feels similar to a crush , but it's all friendly. So like , instead of wanting to be in a romantic relationship with someone , you wanna be in a friendship with someone.
Anyways , so I'm platonically crushing real hard on this guy at my school Thomas. We were sorta friendsish-kinda-aquaintences last year eh if that makes sense. He was super cool and fun and we had really similar senses of humor and he was pretty frosty. (Oh yeah so sometimes when I'm gonna say cool or chill I'll occasionally say frosty instead cause it sounds well , frostier *ba dum tshhh*)
Also , I'll probably stop updating so often in this , maybe once every month or two so yeah.
Yeah so,
Bye Diary,
YOU ARE READING
🌱~Dear Diary,~🌱
RandomLitterally just my Diary. I have a lot of stress in my life I need to get off my shoulders , what better way to do it than a good old fashioned diary. The people's names in this are fake , just so you know
