🌱~Dear Diary,~🌱

June 13th, 2017

Dear Diary,

Oh my god.

Buckel the hell up for what I'm about to tell you.

So Alex pulled a fucked prank on me.

First of all my feelings for Kyle have come back , although most of our friend group looks at him as Kylie still.

So Alex knew about my feelings for Kyle, I was squeeling to him the night before he told me this , because Kyle told me he loved me and that one day he is going to be single and he's gonna show up on my doorstep with some scented candles and a pizza and ask me out to a picnic.

Keep what Kyle said in mind, it will be important to the story later.

Also , fun fact: everybody thinks that Kyle and Alex are dating. Litterally everyone. For some good reasons I might add okay. So I'm not the only one in my friend group who would fall for what Alex did.

So for this story to make sense I'm gonna have to go back to the day before it went down.

So at this time , Kyle and Trenton were still dating.
Everyone but them two had been thinking their entire relationship that they need to break up. Trent has groped Kyles friends on multiple occasions. Trent has made Kyle stop talking to certain people. Trent has pressured Kyle into doing things he obviously didn't wanna do. And Trent even fucking told the entire school that he touched Kyle. You know TOUCH touched.

But Kyle FINALLY decided to break up with him when Trent asked out Alexander. While they were still dating.

But then later that day got back with him then decided to take a break.

Anyways later that day , I told Kyle that I still am in love with him , then he sent the text referred to earlier.

Later that night me and Alex had this convo:

Alex: guess who I'm dating

Me: whom?

Alex : you have to guess

Me: Kyle? Daniel? Milly?

Alex: Kyle

Me: wait

Me: seriously

Me: lol I knew it!

Me: I asked if you liked her why didn't you tell me?

Alex: I'm sorry.

Me: I'm not mad. I'm happy you're not Trent.

Me: be weary though, treat her right or start digging your grave.

Alex: I'm sorry.

Me: why are you sorry? I'm completely fine with it.

Me: :)

Me: when did you guys start dating?

Alex: like last month.

And I started fucking bawling. I wasn't okay with it. Not at all. But Alex had tried to kill himself the day before and I didn't wanna be the reason he tried again and succeeded.

I did not so good things to myself I know that wasnt a good thing to do , but the entire Kyle situation that had gone on for the past few years came crashing down on me at once.

I then told Samantha about the thing then called her. She was pissed to say the least. She was really mad at Kyle for cheating on Trent even if they had a bad realationship, idk.

Samantha and me decided we should tell Trent cause even if they're broken up he needs to know. And then Trent went and threatened Alex. And then I said to Alex

"Last chance to tell me if you're joking about it , I'm not gonna do anything bad I just wanted to check."

Then he said he was joking.

Then I broke.

Because this had happened before, it happened with Courtney, but the Courtney situation is for another time.

Samantha got fucking livid.

Me and Samantha called Trent off and Trent apologized to Alex.

Alex got mad at me and said that he didn't expect the whole world to fuckin know.

I feel bad

Ugh.

Bye Diary,

Later entry

I just found out

Kyle was in on the joke.