🌱~Dear Diary,~🌱

July 30, 2017

Dear Diary,

Jesus Christ.

So , a few things have happened.

For one: I got a kik. And a threat

Lemme explain so, I just got a kik and ya know I was checking it out and getting in some group chats n stuff and everything was fine until a few hours after I had gotten the app , of course, something had to go wrong.

So I got a pm from a guy Ali. Right off the bat he just said "ur hot can I have more pics of you". From then on over and over I kept saying sorry no to him asking for more pics of me/nudes until he sent me a screenshot where it was him talking to a girl on kik , and she sent a photo of herself cutting herself.

He said that if I didn't send him nudes , he would make the girl do more. I was a bit freaked out at this point , to say the least. I knew it was probably faked by him but it still kept me scared of being the reason someone hurt/killed themself. Anyways , I told him that it was faked , and asked him to please stop , for I am a frightened small lesbian.

He replied : "faked how idiot" and after that he went on saying that and calling me whore and idiot and bitch. At that point I decided to go to this other guy I had met on kik who was pretty cool and I told him my situation. He went to Ali and idk exactly what he said but it sounded really legit like something about IP address and stuff.

Anyways I blocked him then and ya know it's been fine since then.

Also , the other day Milly , Alex , Kyle and I all went to the Emoji Movie (cause were Frickin memes and we can't escape) and ABHHhhgh? It was fine at some points that day and bad at others. I kinda got mad at Alex because he was obviously high and it was anoying how he wouldn't give us good straight answers and Kyle didn't do anything and it's hard to explain just ah,,,,,,,,,,

The movie was fun to make fun of with Milly , although Alex and Kyle made inappropriate loud embarrassing jokes throughout the movie and that wasn't so great. Listen, I like a good dirty joke every now and then , but if that's your ONLY sense of humor , it just gets old and gross after a while. Also I don't like how they were being loud like people definitely hated us , at least with Milly and I when we spoke we whispered.

After the movie , I went to my house and Milly and Kyle went downtown. I stayed behind because Sofia was gonna be there and I didn't want there to be any trouble. After they came back to my house Kyle stayed the night. If I could describe my relationship with Kyle right now I'm one word it would be: tense. It's really tense.

Even when making light-hearted jokes the atmosphere tends to always become heavier when Kyle and I are around eachother. Kyle noticed this and said

"So I feel like maybe , I don't know , we might weirdly be on not-so-great terms?" He said it in more of a question than a statement. In my head I was just like:

You're just now realizing this. Are you kidding me.

But I just said yeah things are a bit tense. After that he basically just named off a few things that he thought I was angry with. These included:

• me liking Kyle while Samantha liked Kyles bf , Trent
• Kyle dating Sofia when he said he was gonna go out with me after he broke up with Trent
•over all just me being jealous

Really. Yes your girlfriend told me to kill myself , and you called me overdramatic when I went to you. Yes I am mad because you won't date me are you joking

I kinda hinted at the Sofia , kys thing but he didn't pick it up. So I just kinda gave up and tried to have an okay night.

The next day was the one where Milly had to go back to California. I was sad to see her go back and my dad and I drove her to the airport and stuff. Right after that I got dropped off at my moms and here we are.

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Bye Diary,