"Unspoken Words.." ❤

"I'm a lil' bit okay now"

I drowned myself to tears.
I'm so burned out by my fears.
Blaming myself for our heartsick ending.
I keep on sleeping.
Wishing it was all still more than dreaming.
But every time I open my eyes and find your presence none.
Reality slaps me that you're already gone.

My friends told me that I should've done this before.
I shoul've stopped chasing you after you rejected me and ignored.

I should've let go of our bittersweet memory.
I should've not beg you for sympathy.
I should've not let myself sozzled in your so cold, superficial love.
I've been intoxicated by our broken promises, dreams that turned now into illusions.

But as the days go by.
Just letting the time fly.
Avoiding things that reminds me of you, of us.
I'm a lil' bit okay now.
I'm getting better.
Realizing maybe I'm better off with you.
I'm not destined to be with you.
If ever we crossed again each other's path..
I'm not closing my door.
'coz on that time I already accept the fact that we can't be together anymore.