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You know that feeling?
When you're just waiting
Waiting to get home, into your room
Close the door, fall into bed
And just let everything out that you have kept in all day
That feeling of both relief and desperation.
Nothing is wrong.
But nothing is right either.
And you're tried.
Tried of everything, tried of nothing.
And you just want someone to be there and tell you it's okay.
But no one's going to be there.
And you know you have to be strong. For yourself, because no one can fix you.
But you are tried of waiting
Tried of having to be the one that fix yourself and else 
Tried of being strong
And for once, you just want it to be easy
To be simple. To be helped. To be saved.
But you know you won't be
But you're still hoping
And  you're still wishing
And you're still staying strong and fighting 
With tears in your eyes
Your fighting

* for some of you this is true you are still fighting to be yourself don't allow people to rule over you and tell you what to do. change it! You rule of yourself  tell yourself what to do cuz in the end you are who you are no one can change that *
Rinxharux stay strong and brave

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