Have you ever broke down sobbing after so long of being strong?
Crumbled to the floor, hands by your face.
Your face scrunches up and you let out that first gasp.
You try to be quiet but eventually it becomes loud, heart wrenching sobs.
you cry and cry, so much you can't breathe.
you ask whoever's up there, "why?
why me?
why this?
why can't i just be dead?"
you say you want to end it all right there
right then.
you sob,
trying to gasp
breaths in between.
eventually you completely collapse on the floor after,
and you just lay there,
numb.
rinxharux stay strong and brave
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Am I Really Alive
Short StoryIt's quote about self Harmer's and I am not trying to take the piss I am one myself ??