Am I Really Alive

#58

when i'm upset.

 i shut myself down. 

i have no motivation for anything.

i tell myself that nobody cares,

even though i know some do.

i think about all of the negative things 

i could possibly think of.

i give myself all the pain, 

thinking i deserve it. 

i'm not sure why i do that,

but that's just how i am.

rinxharux stay strong and brave