Am I Really Alive

# 72

i always tried to protect you . keep you safe 

dad didnt even have to tell me. 

its just always been my responsibility, you know ?

it's like i had one job. i had one job, and i screwed it up.

i blew it, and for that, i'm sorry 

i guess that's what i do. i let down the people i love.

y'know, i let dad down, and now i guess 

i'm just supposed to let you down, too.

how can i? how am i supposed to live with that? 

what am i supposed to do? sammy?

what am i supposed to do?

rinxharux stay strong and brave