Stay

//Andy..//

I woke up, eternally groaning. I can't get Andy out of my head. But I don't want to be clingy and annoying. That word rang in my head as I slipped on my tight fitted blue jeans, a blank tank top, and a crimson crop top that said "Mmkay." that slung over my shoulder. I ran my brush through my fringed hair. Flipping it, I out in just a tad of hairspray to help it stay a bit. I put on my normal bracelets and my pentagram necklace that I loved so much.

I ate, brushed my teeth, threw on my black hightop converse, grabbed my bag and skateboard, and went out the door. I debated on texting Andy for a ride, but I decided not to. We haven't talked much since our little "incident". I sighed. I should probably just leave him alone. He's probably already at school anyway.

I pulled my earbuds out, put them in, and made my way to school.

•A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love purpose undefined
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there
And where I'd love to be, oh yeah
Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
To hold her when I'm not around
When I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again
There's nothing here for me on this barren road
There's no one here while the city sleeps
And all the shops are closed
Can't help but think of the times I've had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah
Dear God the only thing I ask of you is to hold her when I'm not around
When I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again
Some search, never finding a way
Before long, they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in, to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold
When hope begins to fade
A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love purpose undefined
Dear God the only thing I ask of you is to hold her when I'm not around
When I'm much too far away
We all need the person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again•

I made it to school. An hour late.
Whoops. I kinda took a detour for food.

I walked in, the teacher looking at me, telling me to take a seat. He continues on with his lecture of boring bullshit. I slip my phone out, keeping it on silent, scrolling through Andy's texts. I start to tear up but push the feeling away.

"Bobbi." The teacher says, bringing me out of my thoughts. I look up. "Yes Mr. Johnson?" I stare at him, not breaking any eye contact, as I start to fidget with my bracelets.

"Mind telling the class what your reading on your phone?" He stares at me. I think quick and get an evil echo in my head.

"I'm reading a text my mom sent me. She wants me to skip class and go home to watch my pet goldfish." I give a genuine smile at him.

He stared at me shocked, seeing his face get red with anger. "Put your phone AWAY, Bobbi. Or next time I'll take it." He turns back around and continues his lesson.

I roll my eyes, putting my phone in my bag. Such a great day. I get out a pencil and notepad and doodle for the rest of class.

The rest of the day went slow. Nothing new, same old, same old. All I could think about was Andy. Fuck. Why can't I get him out of my head? It's just a little crush. A little kiss. We weren't even together that long. Ugh.

Finally I was walking out those doors with the rest of the shit bags here. My best friend Tiana ran up behind me and wrapped her arms around me. "Hiii Bobbii. What are you doing today?" She smiled widely, looking at me.
I shrugged. "Probably doing homework."
"Oh well.. if you need any help.. text me! I'll come over. I'm probably going to be with Alissa.. is it okay if she comes too?" Tiana asked, her smile fading a little.
"Uh.. yeah. If I need help I'll text you. Thanks Ti." I smile, waving and walking towards home holding my skateboard.

I decide to text Andy to see what he was doing. I think we'd be okay to hang out.. right?

Me: I'm bored. Where are you?

I waited impatiently for a text back, then my phone vibrated.

Andy: Stuck in detention. Where are you?

Me: I'm actually down the road from the school. Wanna get broke out of detention?

I smile, waiting a little down the road, looking at the school, waiting for a response.

Andy: Fuck yeah. Get me the hell out of here.

Me: How long are you in detention for?

Andy: From 3 to 7:30 PM.

Me: I'll be back! Make this like 20 minutes worth it. Be ready to dip.

I put my phone in my pocket and road my skateboard to my house.

I changed into a red t-shirt, a black hoodie and black jeans. I kept my converse on. I pulled up my hair, took off my accessories, grabbed my black and red bandana, tied it to hide my nose and mouth and grabbed my leather gloves.

By this time it was around 4:30 when I got back to the school.

Me: Andy. Go to the bathroom with all your stuff.

Andy: Uh.. okay?

Me: Are you there yet?

Andy: Yeah. What are you doing?

Me: Help me in.

I handed him my bag at the window, climbing in.

"Hey" I smile. "So, here's the plan, your gunna get to your classroom door, I'm gunna pull the fire alarm not to far from this bathroom. So your teachers gunna have to take you out, and he won't think it's you trying to get out. Okay? Oh and when you get to the door, whistle three times"

He nods, going out of the bathroom. I set my bag beside the sink, and wait. I finally peek out, waiting for the signal. I hear the whistles, and I bolt to the fire alarm, yanking it down, running back to the bathroom hearing the blare of the alarm. I grab my bag, throwing it out the window, climbing out and running to the park nearby.

I get to the park, quickly taking off my shirt, keeping on my black tank top, changing into blue denim shorts, taking off the bandana, pulling down my hair, flipping it, putting back on my accessories, and sitting on the bench.

Andy walks up with this girl beside him, as he chuckles. I feel a rage of jealousy wash over me, but I push back the feelings.

Andy.. you just don't seem to get how much I like you..