Jeff The Killer- Boyfriend scenarios-( male reader)

"he's got me helpless"

your POV

Jeff and I have been hanging out a lot since he broke into my house to kill me, and it's weird really; how comfortable I am with him. he tried to kill me, but I feel safe and happy when he's around. its probably one of the dumbest things a person could do right? but here I am, the only person I consider a friend is someone who could kill me at any given moment. why didn't I run?  this guy is messing me up. I can't believe myself. I like him, my god. I've got a kindergarten crush on this guy. he-he's just the worst, the way he makes his stupid jokes that make me laugh till I start crying, his stupid cute face when I draw him something. aw fuuuccckkk. I'm falling apart. I'm just so into him. I love him. ugh, I love him. he's got me wrapped around his finger. he's got me helpless.

his POV

why do I keep going to his house? why do I miss out on video games with Ben just to hang out with this kid? it's bullshit! I just got my ass chewed out by slender about not killing anyone, but that's (y/n)'s fault. I've been at his house! it's his fault! it's his fault.....but here I am going to his house with a movie and some beer. what is this kid doing to me!? why do I care so DAMN MUCH!? why do I care about him? I care about his adorable smile. I care about the drawings he works hard to make for me, but why? why do I get nervous when he doesn't text or call back? he makes me question myself. he makes me think about my actions and choices. I've never cared about that crap before! he makes me happy, he makes me feel wanted. he makes me feel strong, but all at the same time he makes me feel so damn weak. he makes me feel-he makes me feel....he makes me feel loved, and i-i love him. god, this kid. he's got me helpless.