Lady and the Tramp

12. Project partners or something else?

Project partners or something else?

One week later

Things had calmed down after the whole drama last week

Lena and Kara were back to their old selves, being a little more disgusting if I say so and the fact that I was apparently the only one who knew wasn't making it any better

Since the big reveal or maybe the big drama, they had started hanging out more on my and Lena's room, making me more and sick of them in good way

I wanted what they had, even though I knew that it wasn't possible right now

I still hadn't told them about me but they knew that I was alright with them and told them that in my view love is love nothing more , nothing less

I wanted to but i still believed that people would still judge and I didn't want the things that before to happen now, I just wanted this school year to pass and then let myself be free

No matter what stupid little crushes I had I would not give myself a chance at that right now, I wouldn't give a chance at heartbreak I couldn't afford that

So that's what I did

I pulled away, I stopped paying attention, I just tried to stop caring and I succeeded for a while, 5 days to be frank, but then of course Monday had to roll and yeah

Staring, blushing, whatever you can imagine me being the awkward little girl happened, yeah even bumping with her and get my things thrown on the floor in the process

Of course the cliché things always happen to me, while picking up my things she helped me and while trying to pick up my notebook our hands touched and goosebumps crawled all over my body once more

Why did this girl affect me so much?

Apart from that little misshap, there was another thing that kept bugging me

The flowers were still being left outside my door

I told Lena and she said that it wasn't Kara or anyone she knew, so maybe it was a mistake, wrong door or something

Well I still felt sorry for the receiver, but to tell youth truth I wasn't that sorry, they were some really nice smelling flowers

Though the next times, after the first ,there wasn't a note with them , weird

Anyways, today was the day we were meant to choose partners for the project at Mr. Henshaws class and I still hadn't really talked to Kate after that day she had seemed to have disappeared from school

When I asked Kara if she knew where she was, she told me that she often had to leave to attend some business with her cousin and was back a few days later, I guess that are the perks of having rich people as cousins

But I still needed to know if we were still partnering for that project or not, if things got weird I didn't want to make it worse

And then there was Alex who didn't have a partner yet and had approached me few times to talk but always got interrupted someway and maybe she wanted to do this together

Maybe I should just ask Caitlyn and get this over with, yeah that would be better, for me at least

Right now I was at breakfast with the rest of the group and the loving couple were giving as always hearteyes to each other, how I hadn't realised it sooner is still a mystery to me, when the person I was looking for entered

Kate was finally back

She scanned the room and of course her eyes landed on my table, me more likely and she gave me a quick nod before going to get breakfast