Lady and the Tramp

13.

To say that i had little to no sleep that night was an understatement

My thoughts kept twirling around everything and anything that has happened to me in the last 24 hours

Kate was the one leaving the flowers to my door and we were partners for the project, Alex asked me to be her partner but I had already agreed to do it with Kate so I had to say no to her, the only good thing that has happened was that I joined the swimming team

I just didn't know how to feel about any of that, I mean the swimming team thing was a good but the others were just a plot from a Greek drama I didn't know if I would survive from all the twists and turns and plotholes and whatever else fate would bring down on me and it would be a happy ending

The sound of the alarm told me that it was time to get up, but I just didn't have the courage or the will to, I considered playing hookie today, I didn't even want to talk to people, I just wanted peace and quiet

I reluctantly though stepped out from my bed and went to the bathroom to take a much needed hot shower to calm down and to repel the tension in my body at least for a little while

Once I stepped inside I did the mistake of looking in the mirror and the sight wasn't a good one, dark circles and bed hair in the shape of a birds nest wasn't the best one to see, the horrifying thing though was that if I wanted to go outside I had to take care of that and I just wasn't in the mood for anything

I stepped inside and the hot water relaxed my muscles but not my mind, I just had a bad feeling about today like something was about to take place and it wasn't a good thing

Yeah Maggie in the end you will end up saying you can see the future too, too much Percy Jackson does that to you

I changed and stepped once again in front of the mirror, the sight much better than before, the only slightly off thing were the circles but only god could imagine what it fell like to brush my hair, yeah

I put some concealer which was the same one from last time which yeah didn't cover much but it was better than nothing

I went to my bed and sat down, my gaze went on the flower and I knew I had to confront Kate I couldn't be like that I needed to know and if for some reason it is true I needed to let her down carefully

Kate was more of a friend/mutual nothing more to me, my heart?belonged to another

Heart? what was i talking about I didn't even know the girl, I only knew what I heard and some stuff that I witnessed nothing more but i was curious and wanted to learn more about her

I felt the attraction, it was like magnets attracting each other, I wanted to be close to her and that scared me, it could be a disaster like last time I felt a bit attracted to someone and that just backfired and this time it wasn't just mild it was full fireworks and butterflies

It was time to head towards breakfast, I stood up and went towards the door when I saw it open and Lena stepped inside, her smile wide and her eyes light and happy, couldn't I just have that just be happy

"Hey Kara and I are heading to the cafeteria coming?"

She still hadn't turned towards me but when did she realised that I wasn't in that good of a shape, the concealer must have indicated it

She looked concerned and opened her mouth to ask what was wrong but I just shrugged her off and gave a little white lie I just wasn't in mood right now

"I am fine just didn't sleep really well last night I kept hearing some noices from somewhere and they just kept me up I guess, by any chance it came from your way?"