Lady and the Tramp

6. What on earth is happening today?

L O S E R

That single word was still stuck in my head

It was even that triggering to hear that, I had heard it a hundred more times but somehow I slipped in my thoughts, my bad thoughts

I thought that I was getting better, that I had left behind all the bad stuff, all the bullying, every bad memory but I guess nothing is that easy to forget and leave behind so quickly

Every single moment that happened came like a flash back to me

I stood there standing, frozen in the middle of the hallway

Loser...Freak...you are no daughter of mine you should have died not your mother...start being useful for once in your life...Lesbo freak...you will be alone noone will ever want you...just leave me alone get out of my house and don't talk to me again, you freak...your wife was in a car accident, drunk driver hit her head on, I am sorry sir she didn't make it...

Someone was talking to me but I was just frozen, not moving, not breathing just stood there frozen, looking at the floor

...Maggie, hey Maggie look at me, please breath for me...Maggie...Lena she is not breathing...come on Maggie please...

I just couldn't why was the world like this, why did people act like that, don't they feel even the slightest bit bad for being mean to others

...Kara, let me do this I know how to deal with this...yeah she will be okay just step beside...

I was being shaken, I looked up and was met with green eyes looking at me with concern and understanding, she was talking to me but I couldn't listen to what she was saying to me

She must have noticed that because she took me and started walking maybe towards our room

The way towards the dorms were through the popular kids way and my eyes somehow found the eyes that I found so beautiful but apparently they were just disguised, even now the look of concern and guilt just made me disgusted with myself for once again fall for this trick, for liking or at least this time starting to like another girl that just wasn't worth it, wasn't worth my time at all

I am stupid...

Lena all this time and Kara following us were talking to me trying to snap me out of it and they did but the pain just couldn't go away

Someone else I didn't see coming with followed behind us and I wouldn't know that until Lena told Kara to leave us alone for a little

Kate, actually came, even thouugh the tough exterior she was a puppy inside, I knew

Lena lead us towards our room and we sat at my bed and just sat there in silence for a while, until Lena broke it

"Are you ok?"

I lifted my head and just looked at her with a face that said really?

"Yeah yeah ok stupid question, you are not I get it, but isn't that what I had to ask first anyway?"

I shrugged

"I am here if you want to talk...you know...I know what it's like to be bullied and in my case it is about something that I didn't even do, not that you did something wrong or something, I am just stating my case"

"...The Rambling..." I mumbled

"Eh what?"

"You got sick with The Rambling...it is contagious after all" I said in a small voice trying to make a joke and to show that I was okay or at least tried