10. Emotions can be very dangerous

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Emotions can be very dangerous

Class had started but I was still thinking about this meeting and not only

I knew that some rich people were ,to put it gently , mean but this just make me look at things in a different perspective

No wonder some people in this school were acting and being like that

It explains a lot actually, but more certain it explains the behavior of a very particular girl I know, or maybe just became acquainted of

Nevertheless I knew how she felt, how she was dealing with things, how much she wanted to get noticed, to feel that she belonged somewhere

I knew

What I didn't know was actually the whole story or why did he change so much or what exactly was the factor that changed her

"...Lane, Williams and Sawyer on your marks"

What? Who just called my name?

I looked around, trying to figure out who called my name but I felt a nudge and a hand pointing towards the pool

I turned towards the hand and saw Kara giving a questioning look but I just shrugged it off and went towards the starting line

We will be doing 50m free style today

Thankfully I want going up against Alex again today, I didn't want the attention at all today, my mind was ready to explode from all the stuff that has happened this week and swimming was actually a pretty good way for me to calm down, relax and collect myself

"Ok on your marks, get set and go"

With that I flew in the water, yes I said flew, you know that moment when you are up in the stand and you push to fall in the water doesn't it seem like your flying even for just a few seconds

I understand in that few seconds how Superman must feel every time he flies, its amazing, like you can do anything you wanted, be anyone you wanted

I didn't start with the purpose to win just to have fun and relish in the feeling of doing what I love, but then I guess my body took over and I was pushing and pushing trying to get rid of all the frustration, the bad feelings, the thoughts, just everything and I gave it my all

Without realizing how, I had already taken my turn and rather quickly stepped to the finish line and beat everyone once again

I took some deep breaths and looked around to see who had finished, Lucy and Leslie had , the second giving the stink eye for some reason

"Sawyer come to my office after class"

I turned my head towards the coach, my eyebrows scrunched wondering what I did, was I in trouble or something?

I nodded at him and pulled out of the pool, water running down my body and went to the chair with the towels and as I was walking I saw some eyes following me, Kara with a smile on her face, Lena looking with a somewhat cold look, I really needed to find out what was wrong with her, but the only one i wanted them to be looked at by was the person who wasn't doing it

She was looking at the floor, where she had dropped her goggles and just stood there doing nothing

Why did I care though?

Just move on Maggie

I took off most of the water with my towel, drying my whole body as best as I could, not remembering the concealer

Lena saw it though, after she looked at Kara who was blushing at the little purple things and gave me an even more cold than greenland look

But they weren't the only ones watching this time, Alex was looking to with a hard look in her face, different than the playful one she had in the locker room when she pointed out the hickies which was understandable

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