Foster child (slow updates )

foster child - two months later

chersanto ......

two months have gone by and things haven't been the same . my baby girl has gotten so depressed and i'm not sure how I can help . Brianna can't even look at me without crying we now lived in Atlanta with my uncle James

he's really old and can't see well .... I looked over at Brianna who was looking down at her stomach which has gotten bigger . yeah it hurts that she's having my brother but I need to learn how to get over it and find a way to love it without getting upset .

"princess please talk to me " I said pulling her in my chest . she instantly grabbed my wife beater and cried and I couldn't help but cry along

" shhh it's okay baby "

"no it's not everything is going all wrong I can't never find a way to be happy "

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I miss my brother dearly , since the day I met him we stuck together like glue it didn't matter if we where blood or not - now that he's goon I don't know what to do

When I went up stairs to use the restroom . something in my head just clicked. I searched through the medical cabinet and found pills with James name on them , as I told the first cap off and place the small blue pill to my month someone knocked on the door

" Brianna -baby are you alright ?" "Chresanto asked in a concerned tone

" Yeah just taking a shower "

" Well baby open the door I gotta pis "

I was hesitant at first because the pill bottles was everywhere , Before I could quickly put things away . Chresanto busted through the door and saw what I was doing

"Are you fucking out of your mind " He said and slapped me across my face . I started getting teary eyed - my burned like hell . all I could do was hold it

" Do you know what it'll do to my son huh ?" Chresanto coming at me like a tornado . he started gripping me up by my shirt ,all I felt was mixed emotions I started Getting flash backs of the painful events that happened to me

"Daddy I'm sorry " I said shutting my eyes really tightly , I didn't mean to call Chresanto that it just felt like I was being abused all over again .

He looked at me with sorry eyes " baby" he said as he reached out with open arms

"Get away from me " I said in a low hurtful tone , I wouldn't never in a million years think Chresanto would ever lay hands a person he so called really cared about .

He made a promise to me , but hey promises are mean't to be broken right . my foster parent are right

No one will ever love me .
I came in this world alone and I will die alone .

Send me to hell right now because that's where I belong after my mother conceived a dreadful seed named Brianna

I am truly sorry for not posting chapters . I really had a lot to do but

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