Foster child (slow updates )

Chapter 17 | growing up

- ❤ 😃 roc's pov ❤😃 -

I know I had to make things right between , Brianna and I . At the end of the day she's the only one I want to be with - I know I fucked up badly and I had to make things right , everyone's right ever since Princeton left for about a full week things went downhill . As I made my way up to my room , I opened the door and saw the television on but everyone was asleep - great just as I was hoping

When I turned around to walk out the room , I heard someone say "Chersanto " I knew it was Brianna because she always called me by my real name and not by my stage name that Keshia and Walter gave me

" hey , babe go back to sleep i'll talk to you later " I replied putting my head on the doorknob

"Baby , it's okay come sit with me " Brianna said patting the bed

As I made my way over towards her , I heard a loud farting noise , I turned around and saw it was ray nasty ass , he was sleeping on the floor. when I reached the bed I took my shoes off

And got underneath the covers

"So how you feeling ? " I asked looking at tv - free willy 3:the rescue was on - my favorite movie ever

"Yeah I guess , the way I fell in that whole must have pulled something in my leg so I haven't been walking but I'm getting there , - but hey ? Can I ask you a question ? " Brianna replied

Looking down at the black sheets and red sheets that was pulled over her stomach

"Shoot "

" I know this might sound crazy but ......Chersanto I'm not dumb I see the way you look at me - you look like your disgusted with me ...shit if I looked in the mirror lately I would be to " tears started rolling down her face

" Brianna - "

" please let me finished , Chersanto ....I know you have another girlfriend , I overheard someone's conversation - not saying any names but , roc when I get better I'm going back home to where I belong . You can stop pretending like you love and cherish my presence , you can finally be happy with your girlfriend and brothers "

Brianna replied . When that came out her mouth I instantly felt heart broken , I can't believe that was actually coming out her mouth

Is this really over ? I questioned myself

"Please " I said as tears rolled down my face " I'm sorry i've made a lot of mistakes and I want to make things right , I'm going to be honest with you . When you where in that Colma all I did was cry ... I need to be comfort so I've me a girl named faith and I had sex with her , but I broke up with her a couple hours ago , please Brianna I love you so much , you are welcome here anytime you want to , I don't want you going back to your fosters parents house , god knows what will happen next please I can't live without you "

Tears started rolling down her eyes , I didn't know what else I could do for her to know I was sorry from the bottom of my heart .

I started taking the covers off me - rising up from off the bed. But Brianna stopped me

" stay " she said in a low tone

As we finished watching the movie - free willy Brianna interrupted

" you know growing up , my life was great but it wasn't perfect , before my father started using drugs , he use to spoil me rotten - taking me to ever sold out wiggles concert , he always told me he loved me but five years later - i was 11 by then ,my father joined this gang and -- "

" what was this gang called" I asked

"red blood " when Brianna said that my heart cringed

" my father had his friends and one of his friends son over one day while my mother was at work. my fathers friends son looked about the same age as me --they all took turns rapping me

My father 's friend told his son - these where the same words that came out his mouth " watch and learn son , you"ll be a pro if you take after me "

The little boy had tears rolling Down his face , he tried looking away but a guy griped him up making sure he watched as they raped me --" she said , as she pulled away from my chest

" I'm sorry .... That little boy that was forced to watch you get rape was me , my father was the founder of red blood ...... When i was 11 he had me selling pot on the corner , after my job was over , I was hungry so I got me some candy I didn't know my father would find out but he did , and we got into a big argument . I pulled out my gun aiming for him " go ahead shoot me , you don't gave no balls anyway ..... Don't try me " I said when my mother said " please put the gun down baby " but I didn't pay attention to her , I pulled the trigger and killed him

"You ! How could you keep a secret like That away from me ? " she said

" I didn't know until you mentioned it , please don't be mad " I said but she didn't pay me any attention

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