Foster child (slow updates )

Chapter 12| the truth comes out |

Roc's Pov

That's night on June 29th at 12:46 pm I was awaken to ray crying on the other line of the phone

"Roc brianna , roc brianna ,I don't know , roc brianna ,she , ugh , I just don't"ray replied

I hope nothing bad had happened , I can tell ray was having one of his panic attacks because he had it before , the first time he had a panic attack his grandmother had past away leaving all of us devastated

(Rest in paradise mrs shell)

"Ray calm down, take a deep breath , in and out slowly , now what's wrong ?And what happen ?"

"It's brianna , she was tricked by jasmine , they both went to a party yesterday ,Keisha and jasmine pushed brianna down a wishing thingy , and Brianna's in a Colma in the hospital doctors said its really bad and she might not make it " ray replied

I instantly dropped the phone and cuddled underneath the covers like a little baby , tears started falling down my face , I really need her with me , please god let her be okay there was so many things I wanted to tell her but , I never got the chance because I was afraid she would be afraid and run away just because what I did in the past

You know growing up , my family and I was very poor ,we didn't have it that easy

My father always use to beat my mother in front of me and my sister . then if my mother wouldn't have sex with my father he would rape my little sister - sounds funny right , rapping your own daughter - your own flesh and blood

At the age of 10 my father started teaching me the different kinds of drugs and guns , by the age of 11 my father went out and brought me a early birthday gift and guess what it was ?

Any takers ? And if you thought it was a new bike ? Or new clothes or shoes like any other child would get , you guessed wrong , my father brought me a new gun small enough for me to put inside my pants with my shirt pulled over it - if you did know I was in a gang called red blood by the way i started at the age of 11 to

By the summer time came my father had me on the corner selling weed inside a small tube , when my job was over for the day I thought I would go to store to buy some candy - sour patch kids if you wanted to know what kind

After I went to purchase my candy I went home

And gave my dad the money I had made that day ,my father counted the money inside my face then looked at me and smirked

"Your a dollar short ? And why is that ? " he asked me I took a big gulp

I couldn't move , it seemed as if my feet was nailed to the ground , my mouth was very dry

"I went to the store "

I said in a low tone , my father smirked again

" did I tell your little bony yellow ass to go and spend my money ? "

He replied at that point I didn't know what happened

All I know was that I was gasping for air because my father was choking me

Then my mother came into the kitchen pushing my dad off of me

And that's when my dad slapped mom , making her fall on the floor by the deep freezer

"I'm tired of this house , y'all act like y'all can't do anything right " my father said

When I finally caught my breath , I pulled out my gun that my dad brought aiming it towards his head