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fosterchild - baby i'm gone

Dear diary , 

it's been so long since i've written in this thing , 

i thought i was finish expressing my feelings . i thought all the pain was gone since i was with chresanto , but with every relationship comes  a down-fall i guess. the last time i saw chresanto's face was the day he layed hand's on me and that was last monday , i went to the doctor's office today to get my baby girl checked out . i found some shocking new's today as well  , well more of a surprise to me. Mr. Davis - ny doctor, told me that my baby girl - Hazel India August is actually Chrsanto's child and not mr august  it was just a big understanding . i know when i tell chresanto he will  be dancing for joy , however the only problem from me  telling  him is .... truefuly i'm afraid , i know that chresanto laid hands on me once , but once should be enough right ? he told me he would never hurt me  byt he lied to me .  well i have to go and get ready to pack my life away 

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      brianna 

after i finished writing in my diary , i started packing up what ever i had left of my pride . i don't know where im heading but i do know it's timeforme to leave , im know six and a hald month's pregnent before you know it baby girl would be here . but i just can't stay and wither away . 

dear chresanto , 

first off. i just want to say thank you for everything that you'll done for me , but it's time for my plane to take off. chresanto it hurts me so much just writing down this letter because i love you so much and i hope you can see that . chresanto i'm not dumb . i know you still mess around with faith , but i told myself you was always around prodigy instead of her . damn just saying prodigy's name burn's my heart because i miss him so much . well before i leave there's somehing you need to know . i went and got my monthly check up and the doctor's gave me me false information . Hazel India August is your child and not your father's . but it's getting late , so i have to get going . i love you so much please keep yourself safe and out of danger and i promise to keep baby girl and i safe as well , and if you get in touch with prodigy let him know that i love him , tell princeton i'll miss him but most importantly i'll miss you 

__xoxo , your one true love brianna 

i kissed the note and placed it on the bed as well as the ring he gave me , and walked out the door . i took a finaly glance at the house where nothing but memories  will be locked up in  and left . 

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I was on my way home after i picked up some roses and  big bear for brianna . i want to tell her how sorry i am because what i did last week was awful . i made a promise to my mother that i wouldn't ever hit a female but i broke it .  

" baby , im home " i said shuttung the front door but i didn't get an answer 

" brianna " i saw with a worried tone . when i got to the bedroom door i saw an note  

dear chresanto , 

first off. i just want to say thank you for everything that you'll done for me , but it's time for my plane to take off. chresanto it hurts me so much just writing down this letter because i love you so much and i hope you can see that . chresanto i'm not dumb . i know you still mess around with faith , but i told myself you was always around prodigy instead of her . damn just saying prodigy's name burn's my heart because i miss him so much . well before i leave there's somehing you need to know . i went and got my monthly check up and the doctor's gave me me false information . Hazel India August is your child and not your father's . but it's getting late , so i have to get going . i love you so much please keep yourself safe and out of danger and i promise to keep baby girl and i safe as well , and if you get in touch with prodigy let him know that i love him , tell princeton i'll miss him but importantly i'll miss you .

it's too late , he's leaving  but most importanly she's leaving with my child 

i need to stop her before it's to late 

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