Foster child (slow updates )

Chapter 15 | how could this be |

What have I gotta do  

To make you love me ?

What have I gotta do to make you care?

What do I do when lighting strikes me ? And awake to find your not there ?

What do I gotta do to make you want me ? 

What I got to do to be heard?

What do I say when it's all over ? And sorry seems to be the hardest word ......

It's sad  

So sad  

It's a sad , so situation  

And it's getting more and more absurd

It's sad  

So sad 

Why can't we talk it over  

Oh it seems to me  

That sorry seems to be the hardest word

- Elton John

*Prince*

It's been a week and I was still in jail . I really hate being in this hell whole.men tried to rape me , women was flirting with me -even the police officers , the food was nasty , it taste like a TV dinner but still cold. I want to be back home where my family and friends are , I think I'm going to go crazy in here

Oh my Jesus , what if Keshia and Walter kick me out of the band ,things won't ever be the same

Please let this all be a dream , this can't be real , this can't be happening

Am I even old enough to be in jail , ain't kids my age suppose to be inside some Jovial family Court or something like that

I can only image how the boys and Brianna doing right now

*Brianna*

For the past week I haven't said anything to anyone ,  

In fact no one has , things just wasn't the same with Princeton

I felt like everything was my fault - I looked out the window that was right next to my bed the weather matched my mood perfectly - it was raining

When I finally needed Chersanto and prod's help they weren't there , so I decided to do things on my own

I pulled the covers from over my legs , as I got out the bed my legs gave up on me as I instantly dropped to the grown

Making a huge noise

When ray and prod ran inside the room

" Brianna are you okay " prod said helping me up back into the bed

"I fine prodigy ! ". I sighted

" I told you to stay in bed but you won't listen to me " prod said I know he was right but I didn't want to listen to him

" what the hell was I suppose to do ? For the past week when I need you , Chersanto , and ray , y'all Wasn't their for me , ever since Princeton got locked up things changed " I responded getting teary eyed

That's when ray walked over towards me and tried rubbing my back but I just pushed him away , as I slouched down under the covers facing the other way so that I couldn't see their face

As I closed my eyes , And dreamed

" hi , I'm Keshia and you are? "

" if you don't want to be picked on I advise you not to talk to me "

..........

" you think your little miss perfect don't you - celebrity boyfriend , celebrity friends " jasmine sighed

" go to hell ! Can't you see not body wants you all up in their proximity ? "

" dirty ass slut bag "

" Kevin heart was right , ugly as dearbra "

" I love you baby girl "

" I hate you "

I woke up screaming to the top of my lugs waking up both ray and prod that was sleeping right next to me

"Shhh ! Shhh ! Shhh baby girl it's okay " ray said I buried my head into his chest and he cradled me , rocking back and forth

" I want Princeton here with us " I said as I soaked up ray shirt with my tears but it seemed like he didn't care

"Shhh ! I know sissy , we all do " as ray sighed , prod walked right out the room

+*+*+ prod +*+*+*

It's not fair , what roc was doing

"Hello ? " roc said as a girl on the other line was moaning

"What the fuck- bring your ass home it's important "  

When I said that roc sucked his teeth and hung up the phone in my ear

Man how could he cheat on a beautiful girl like Brianna

Can't you see she's hurt enough ?

+*+*+roc +*+*+*

I can't fucking take it no more

Yeah I did it , I cheated on Brianna - but so what I don't give a rats ass

Im tired of everyone coming to me with all their problems

My brothers In jail for something he didn't do , Keshia and Walter calling my phone 24-7

Brianna's in my bed screaming from her dreams

I can't deal with this shit anymore

+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+

Sorry of this Chapter was super short , but it was suppose to be for a Reason 😁

Please comment and vote

Sorry for any mistakes