Should I Or Should I Not?

Chapter 40

*WARNING: SLIGHT MOLEST IN THIS CHAPTER*

Mark's P.O.V

Well fuck.

"The two of you are in a relationship aren't you? Is that why you're so protective of her jefferson?" Jason said chuckling. "What a news scoop this would be eh? 'Millionaire discovers student-teacher relationship' "

"Is protecting a innocent girl considered lov-"

"Innocent? Ha. You're funny jefferson." Jason said cutting me off. "I said she left my son broken hearted for another guy. Is that guy you by any chance?"

"Stop talking shit Jason. What do you want." I spat on his shoes, leaving that white foamy liquid on his leather shoes that looked to be hundreds of dollars. I wouldn't be suprised to be honest. A punch across my face brought me out of my thoughts. "These shoes are expensive. Think before you do anything stupid." Jason said rubbing his knuckles. I spat out blood and laugh sarcastically. "As if I knew."

"What do I want? It's simple Jefferson." He said and took out a gun pointing it at me. "Your deaths." At that second I felt my heart stop. I couldn't breathe. Hell I was terrified for our lives. This man should not be messed with. Money equals power. He fears nothing. I should've known.

"But i'm not gonna do that yet." He said and twirled the gun with his finger drawing circles throught the hole where the trigger was(No idea how to describe it just imagine it HAHA). "You know how you hate a person so much you would make him suffer before he dies? Like chopping off his limbs before killing him eventually? I want that."

Your P.O.V

I'm scared. I'm terrified. I never knew his father was so twisted. I began to cry. The tears fell like a never ending fall of rain. The fear. The stress. The confusion. I couldn't take it. Suddenly, my head was roughly lifted up. I then became face to face with those green eyes yet again. "Nathan... please... I-I'm sorry for whatever I did to you... let us go..." I managed to say. He roughly shoved my head aside and walked back to his father. "What do you want me to do?" "Anything that will make Jefferson mad i'd love to see that. Actually. I want to see fear in their eyes." Nathan nodded.

My eyes widened. Nathan began to walk towards me again. I tried to back away but obviously I couldn't. He reached out his hand and grabbed my right breast tightly making me yelp. "DON'T TOUCH HER LEAVE HER ALONE." Mark yelled. Nathan ignored him and started groping my breasts. He then proceeded to place his cold lips on my neck and started licking it. I had goosebumps all over my body and i had shivers run down my spine. This feeling was different from the time i dated him. He was loving. He couldn't bear to leave me. Breaking up with him? I wasn't the one who initiated it.

*Flashback*

"I can't do this anymore (Y/N)..." he said with tears in his eyes. His voice almost inaudible. "W-what do you mean?" I asked

"I can't keep hurting you like this!" He exclaimed with desperation in his voice. I looked at him. He was remorseful. I could tell he meant every word he said. "Nathan... we promised to get through this together! I told you I don't care if you shout or scold me once, or twice, or even more! I know you have a mental unstability and i promised you I'm going to love you no matte-" "don't."

I stared at him blankly. "Don't what?"

"Don't make this harder than it already is... please (Y/N)."

I sat down and sighed. "T-then what do you want me to do?... why can't we be together?"

"You don't mind me hurting you but i do, (Y/N). I love you. I really do. I just... can't keep hurting you even if it's unintentional. Please... you deserve better. It's... over."

*flashback end*

Does he even remember that? These thoughts and memories were like needles in my brain. I began sobbing. "Nathan... why..."
Pathetic am I not? Having your love taken as a joke. A mere bump along the road. It doesn't mean anything to him. Disgusting.

I hate hi-

"I'm sorry." My eyes widened when i heard those words escape his mouth. Almost inaudible but i could hear it. He mumbled those two words against my skin as he continued to grope me. What do they even mean? Is he being serious? "Wha-" "shh" he said gently, as if shushing a crying baby.

"I'll make it up to you... but just continue to be scared... i never meant any of this to happen." He said as he planted meaningless kisses on my neck and mumbled these words softly but loud enough for only me to hear. I could only stay frozen and remain confused as i felt everything play out before me.