Chapter 34

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Your P.O.V

It's been about 3 days since I left the hospital. I've been visiting Mark everyday since then with a sunflower. he once told me he loved the scent of sunflowers so i thought maybe he'd wake up to that. I walk into his room and placed the flower in a vase that was filled with the sunflowers i brought the days before. i sat down on the chair beside his bed and carressed his cheek. "i wish you'd wake up Mark" i sigh and ruffled his hair a little. "i miss your voice" i chuckle. i may sound cringy but hey, you'll say random shit just for the one you love to come back to you. 

"I miss you too..."

My eyes widened. I wasn't hallucinating right? "M-mark?" I stuttered looking at his face. He chuckled and opened his eyes. "My my what did i do for you to grace me with your presence m'lady?" He said softly. I teared up and hugged him tightly. "W-when did you...?"

I helped him sit up on the bed before sitting back down on the chair. "I woke up about an hour ago actually." I could clearly tell he was still tired and didn't have much energy to speak. "(Y/n)..." i looked up and he made the face that i only saw the first time we got together. Pain. Distress. Agony. "What i did to you... I-I didn't mean for any of it to happen! I-" i cut him off by shushing him softly. "Mark it wasn't your fault." He shook his head. "What i felt was... indescribable. Like... it was like when you were at a party and you just didn't care...? I felt... high." He said.

The next 10 minutes we had consisted of multiple apologies from him and me trying to say i'm fine. But y'know guys tend to think that when a girl says she's fine she's really not? I sighed and used another word. "Mark, I'm alive." He looked at me and looked back down at his hands twiddling his thumbs. "That's all that matters." I chuckle and kiss him on the cheek. "You suffered more than i did."

******hey guys super sorry for the late update and short story. I have some personal matters that had to be dealt with and lets just say it hasn't been a pleasant december. I'll try to update as per normal but forgive me if i am late. Thanks for understanding*****

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