Something just like this|| Snowbarry

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A/N:
I recommend to listen to Goner by Twenty Øne Piløts while reading this.

Barry's POV:
I ran to the hospital. Tears were forming under my eyes, I saw Cisco, Joe, and Iris sitting in chairs at the hospital.

"What happened?" I asked out of breath.

"Caitlin...she..." choked out Cisco as a couple tears started slipping down his face."What happened?" I asked as tears started slipping down my face.

"Barry, she was in a car accident and is in critical condition." Iris said as a single tear ran down her face.

"How critical?" asked as tears started streaming down my face

"It's bad Barry, really bad," said Cisco.

I fell to the ground. I was broken, If I lost Cait I would be broken, more broken than I am right now. She is the light in the darkest of the times. She helped me through everything.

I heard a nurse walk out out.
"Are you here for Caitlin Snow?" She asked.

"Yes, we all are," said Joe.

"She's getting better but she's still not awake, if you want to see her you may," she said as Cisco sat up and helped me up.

"Thanks," i murmured back.

I walked into Cait's room. She was as pale as snow, There were cuts and bruises all over her.
'My Cait,' I thought.
I ran down and sat on the ground next to her, I was holding her hand.

Every happy memory  I had with her rushed through my mind.

The first time we kissed, karaoke night, when we went on our first date, everything rushed through my mind.

I tried to stand but i just fell back down. My heart was ripped apart, If Cait died then I don't know what I would do. She's my everything, my everything.

Hours and hours had passed and I was still sitting on the ground all crumbled apart.
Joe and Iris had already left so then it was just me and Cisco.

It was around 12:30 at night before Cisco said that He was going home, I stayed there. I held Cait's hand, I would never let go. I sat there crying until about 3:30 in the morning when I finally fell asleep but I had horrible dreams.
|NIGHTMARE|
"Hey Cait," I said as I walked through the door and kissed her on the lips.

"Barry i have to tell you something." She said as she but her lip. "You can tell me anything," I said as I gazed into her eyes.

"I-i have...cancer." She said as she fell to the ground crying.

I ran to her and comforted her as both of us were crying. All of the sudden, no more tears escape her eyes and you couldn't hear her breath.

"Cait?" I said but she didn't reply. She laid there frozen, I checked her pulse and there wasn't one.

The love of my life died in my arms.

|END OF NIGHTMARE|
I woke up with more tears streaming down my face. I checked the time and it was only 5:20 in the morning. I had only gotten 2 hours of sleep. I couldn't fall asleep. I was afraid, I was afraid that Cait would die.

"Get up Cait, get up Cait because the world has left you lying on the ground, you're my pride and joy, you're my pride and joy." I whispered on her ear.

"Don't leave me please," I whispered.

I fell asleep into darkness, it was better than the nightmares. I didn't care if I was alone. I just wanted Cait back, Nothing was alright, Nothing was.