Dear, Marco Diaz

Chapter 1 : New Start

Marco POV

"Dear, Marco Diaz

  To day is my first day of my life I'm soon I will be at my new home, and school"

ugh! this is so stupid writing dumb letters to my self. I ripped the paper I have and just toss it somewhere in the car. Soon I just look out of my car's window. It was raining outside. It made me more sad. Then I drifted off to sleep. Then my mom woke up up.

"honey Marco we here"

 I look around as I walk out of the car. It look so what the word. typical.I went inside. Looks cozy. 2 stories 4 bedrooms. It was nice. I went to my bedroom and look around some more. My room was a decent size nothing special but so it will be. I look outside through the window and see my neighbors house. I see a girl in her bedroom. She was a beautiful blonde. I blush and starts shaking. Oh know here I comes again anxiety. I quickly look away and close it then sigh. I fall on my bed I think is this going to be my live. miserable?  NO, I going to make it better and it will be I feel it in my gut or that is just my anxiety talking. Anyways I brought my my boxes into my room. And unpack until my mom said it time for dinner. I walked downstairs.

"what for dinner" I asked

" Actually our new neighbors the Butterflys  invited to dinner at their house and I said sure"

"WHAT! no I can be around people I get to scare"

"but you want to get over you social anxiety"

"yes"

"then you have to socialize with people, and The Butterflys are nice, plus they have a daughter your age. and get this she go to the same school as you. you guys can be friends, so get dress. and dress nice" my mom said

  I  groan, but do what she said but just wear my usually red hoodie and grey jeans. My mom said time to go. And we head towards the Butterflys house. There house just look like ours, You can say my neighborhood is full of cookie cutter houses cause they are all the same. Nothing unique. My dad knock on the door. Then that same blonde girl from earlier open the door.

"Mom the neighbors are here!" she shouted. I feel my face feel hot and sweaty and started breathing heavy. As the blonde left to get her parents because they did not hear. My mom rubbed my back.

"you going to be just find nothing to be scare about"

 I wanted to be find but all I think about is. She won't like me, She won't like the really me' She will make fun of me. And more. But that just my disorder talking. She came back with a woman with light blue long hair and she was tall. And the man was short with a blonde beer. Look like they where in there 40's. But I keep looking at the blonde. She is so beautiful. But she will never like me I keep thinking.

"hello come one in" they jester to let us in their house

" I'm Moon, and this is River, and our daughter Star"

"Hey nice to meet you all" Star said giving me a hug.My face was redder than my hoodie.

"Nice to meet you to Star" my mom said

I wanted to say something but I was to scared.

" Star keep the boy company while we talk about dinner" Mr. Butterfly said. They left me and Star.

"So what your name?" Star said

"M-m- My-N-n-na-me- i-i-iss-Ma-r-r-c-oco"I said while breathing heavy, I feel like I was so tired I was just so stress out. But I'm getting my dog later around 7:00 since it was 4:00 so soon I won't be so stress.

"hello Marco, you don't need to be nervous, to be honest I'm kinda nervous too. I'm not to great around new folks."

"r-r-e-all-y" I said calming down and eyes widen. I knew that I liked her already.

"ya no one ever visits me so-"she said trailing off

"are you going to Riverside too" she asked

I nodded

"not much of a talker are you"she said

I nodded again

"That ok. I make you talk"she said playfully

" y-yy-ee-eah r-right" I giggled and still nervous. She giggled back. It made me feel good.

" I like it when you laugh" She said. I blush not because I am scared. Cause I starting to like her. She wasn't judge mental and she acts like she understood what going on with me. She different and I like that. My mom come in and giggled. She really happy that I'm having a good time. Because it rare that I'm not scared when talking to people. But as I said she was different. Then we ate dinner. Me and Star talk some more,well she talk some more.I just stood there. I had a good time. Now I can't wait to write down. Meeting Star Butterfly the girl who different.Note to self I should stop labeling people.

 Well that's the end of the first chapter 1. I don't know about you think but I'm loving this story so far.