SnowBarry/FlashFrost Oneshot Compilation

Realization

A/N: This will start as WestAllen with some hints of SnowBarry, but will end as full on SnowBarry.
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Barry's POV: S.T.A.R labs

I sat on the Med-Bay bed. Caitlin was running tests on me. I don't know why but I couldn't stop staring at her. Just sitting here, I noticed how hot she is. What the Hell is wrong with me?! I have a God Damn girlfriend! "Barry, why are you staring at me like that?" Before I can even think of a response my phone goes off. I grab it off the table and looked at it. Iris' distress signal is going off. "I gotta go." I flashed my suit on and sped out.

I got to our loft and saw blood on the floor, fear spread throughout my body. "Iris!" I didn't hear anything and sped upstairs. I walked around the corner and saw Iris. "Nooo!!!" I sped to her body. She had a huge blood stain on her shirt, a gash across her chest. I looked around at the scene and realized she'd been dead for about twenty-five minutes.

I sped back in time to when Caitlin was ready to do some tests. "Cait, can we run tests after I go for a run?" "Yeah sure, is something wrong? Because you usually only go for a run when you're stressed." "No, I'm ok."

I sped to the loft and went inside. I heard groaning from upstairs. I snuck upstairs to not startle the killer and lose Iris again. The door was cracked open. Iris was in bed with another man. I sped away, to upset to care that she now knows that I caught her.

I wasn't paying attention until I almost slammed into Caitlin. "Be care- What's wrong?" "Can I talk to you in private." "Yeah, of course."

We were on my bed in my personal room for late nights when I have to stay. "What happened?" "Iris cheated on me." "How do you know that?" "I wasn't going on a run, Iris died in another timeline, so I ran back in time, I got to the loft and caught her." Caitlin pulled me into a tight hug. I wanted to kiss her so badly. "I have an idea that I know what you are think-ing." I froze in shock. "That you were supposed to marry her. Save her from Savitar, but the thing is, she isn't the only one who needs saving." I pulled away from the hug. "I'm sorry Cait. From here on out I'm only worrying about you." "That's not what I'm getting at." "I don't care what you're getting at. I have been so worried about Iris, that I haven't even stopped to think about you." I cupped her face, she pushed me back onto the bed and straddled my lap. She slammed her lips into mine. Our lips fit perfectly. "Are you kidd-" A strangled sound echoed through the room. Iris was killed the same way as the other timeline. I shot off the bed, sitting Caitlin down softly and sped at Savitar. "CISCO! KEEP CAIT INSIDE! I DON'T WANT HER SEE THIS!"

I grabbed Savitar by a chink in his armor, sped outside, ripped off his blades, and stabbed him through the gut and chest. I then ripped his helmet off. My jaw dropped and someone gasped. I looked over and saw Caitlin crying. "No!" I collapsed against a car.

Savitar is me! How could I kill Iris?! She may have cheated on me but I wouldn't kill her, couldn't kill her.

I got up and looked at everybody. "I'm sorry. I have to leave." "Barry, don't! No one's blaming you, we know you would never kill any of us. He's either from another Earth or he's a fake. But you could never harm us." Caitlin said with tears streaming down her eyes. "Don't leave me like Ronnie did, like Jay did. I can't go through anymore heartbreak. I love you too much."
"I can't say the same, because I can't love you." She started crying even worse. "Cait, I can't because look what has happened to every woman I've loved. They've all gotten hurt." "No! Every man I've loved has abandoned me. I'm not letting you do the same."

I'm sorry I left you

22 Years Later

"Remember, speed out of sight before you stop, don't want people knowing either of our identities On your first day back to school." I said to my eight-teen year old daughter before she sped out. "Barry, how many times do you have to tell her to be careful?" "As many times as possible, I can't lose her. Just like I can't lose you." I kissed my wife, my Caitlin. "I'm glad you came back." "I'm sorry I left you." "I know, you say it every day." It's because I am... I love you, and I won't leave you again. Ever." I kissed her.

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