Yoongi's POV
I didn't want to come back home. Not with him. I was tired of all this situation. Why did I have to encounter her when she was crying? Why did I have to ditch her?
I spend last night in the park, I haven't eaten anything since then. I didn't have an appetite anyways. I have been writing a lot. I almost finish this notebook. But my mind hasn't clear up a bit
The plan was to study is this fancy high school full of snobs and assholes. All of them are younger than me. I shouldn't even have to be in high school anymore. I should be doing music. Really far away from here. I thought it was easy to just pay my debt without even talking with nobody.
But then Y/N appear, and that nice guy from my class... I think his name was Hoseok... they don't deserve my monsters, they don't deserve my anger and all the shit I'm going through.
Ugh I just wish they would ignored me. But at the same I am human too. As much as I hate social interaction I have feelings too. I can see how pretty she is. I can see how good hearted he is.
I really don't know what to do. Talking to them is gonna get me and them in a lot of troubles. And they will get involved in something they don't have to.
I regret my past so much I swear.
I searched into my pockets. I had a couple of coins. I guess I could buy something in the store.
I woke up and everything was moving around. I had to take few seconds to incorporated. I started walking and my head was still hurting a little bit. I guest it was only normal since I couldn't sleep at all and I was hungry af.
My vision start to get blurry. I blinked a couple of times and everything turned black. I felt how my legs gave up. Shit, I was going to pass out
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"Omg omg omg! Are you okay? Wake up!"
I felt how someone was shaking me
"Mhhhh"
"Omg, thank god you are alive"
I opened my eyes a little bit, it was all too bright. I couldn't see who was in front of me. I lift my arm trying to reach the other person
"Ouch, that's my eye" a girl said. That accent, those expressions, that sweet voice...
"I told you it was "aish", will you ever learn?" I tried to smile even tho my back was still hurting so much
She didn't answer. I couldn't see anything yet.
"Y/N?" Was she still there?
I felt a punch in my left shoulder. It was gentle tho, so it didn't hurt too much.
"Yaaaa!" I complained. I heard her giggling. Oh boy, what was she doing to me?
I tried to stand up and she helped me. We were sat in the middle of the park.
"What are you doing here? It's Saturday" I asked her
"I had to come to school to sign some papers and stuff"
"Oh" fuck I forgot we were still next to the high school. A wave of fear suddenly invaded my body. What if he was around here, looking for me or something
"What's wrong? You went even more pale than you already are" She asked with concern
"Uh, nothing, but you shouldn't be talking to me"
"Why?"
"It's a long story. Just pretend you did it see me and keep walking"
"I'm not gonna leave you like this" she said crossing her arms
"Aish..." I rolled my eyes. I had do something
"Well, then lets go somewhere nobody can see us together"
She looked at me with an expression I couldn't decipher. She was confused, worried and glad (?) at the same time.
"What about my house" I choked with my own saliva. I wasn't expecting that at all.
"Your house?" I asked shook. What am I, 3? Get a grip
"Yes, my parents are in a trip and I don't think nobody knows you there anyway"
I mean she had a point. But this was the opposite of not approaching to her. I guest I didn't have another option since she wasn't going to go away
"I will cook for you, you seem so week, like you haven't eaten or sleep. Have you been here since yesterday? Omg, your clothes are the same. Did something happen horrible to you?" She said while checking my face for cuts or bruises I guess
"When did you learn Korean so fast?"
"What? Oh, idk, I tend to speak more fluently when I'm nervous"
"Are you nervous now?" I stood up a little bit, so our faces where closer. I could tell how she blushed. She looked away and gulped
"Of corse I'm nervous, i found you in the ground unconscious. I thought you were dead"
"Are you sure that's the only reason why you are nervous?" I said and I approached to her even more. Our knees where touching. She was avoiding eye contact . This is something I'm used to do. Messing around with girls was so fun. But this time was different. When her eyes met mine, my heart skipped a beat. It was me the one who looked away this time.
What the hell?
"Yes, that's the only reason" she said convinced "Now lets go" she stood up and offer me a hand
Y/N POV
He was in the living room, and I was in the kitchen cooking some kimchi for him. I don't know what have gotten into me, bringing a boy to my house.
But I mean I wasn't going to leave him like that. And besides, if he didn't go home he would have his reasons. I didn't want to ask but I was really curious.
"Y/N!!" He screamed from the living room
"Whaaaat?" I yelled back
"Why is taking you so long?"
"Yaaaaa! Be patience!" Aish this boy...
I felt how someone was looking at me. I turned around. He was leaning in the door frame looking at me
"W-what?" I said mumbling
"I was too hungry and couldn't resist how the food smells" he smiled but his eyes were so tired. His eye's dark circles were there, reveling all his monsters.
I felt the urge to "consolate" him. I just wanted to help him but I didn't know how.
"Go and sit down, you shouldn't even be standing up" I left the kimchi behind and approach to him
I assist him, he put an arm around my shoulder and I walk him to the couch.
"You are such a baby, don't move until I come back, aish"
"I'm sorry" he said shyly
"Why?"
"For causing you so much travel"
I didn't answer I just left. Something was happening to me and I didn't know what was it. I was just helping a friend, right? Why did I felt so self-conscious
I came with the kimchi back and he was asleep. He looked so peaceful... I looked at him for a little while. His bottom lip hanging out a little bit. His messy hair interfering with his eyelashes. His clothes were dirty. He looked like crap but behind all of that, I saw beauty, I saw someone so perfect that it was scary.
Someone rang the door. My parents? Fuck, crap, I was gonna get in trouble if they see Yoongi here. But I couldn't wake him up.
I went to the front door. I opened it. A guy that looked familiar was standing in front of me. His left eyebrow was cut and he was wearing an scarf around her mouth.
"Do I know you?" I asked
"You..." a voice said behind me, I turned around, I saw Yoongi with a shook expression.
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| Sweet Hell |
Romance"I didn't know fire and ice could be friends, until I met him. I never felt so hurt, yet so alive in my life" "I'm afraid of the consequences. I'm afraid of what I can cause to her. I'm afraid of myself" A fanfic written by: @beabloops