| Sweet Hell |

Ch 13 | Fuck Promises

Yoongi's POV

We were sat in the grass, under a tree eating some snacks and playing cards.

"So how did you know this place?" She asked me while placing a card in top of the rest, making her move.

"I use to come here, when I can't think straight, I don't know why, but not much people comes here" I said playing my turn

"Nice move" she said looking at her cards "and why did you bring me here?"

I actually didn't know. We got to the school stop, and she was sleeping in my shoulder, I didn't want to enter to that place and have to pretend like I don't know her, I just needed to spend time with someone, and forget about everything. And I was always in a good mood when I was around her.

"So I could see your underwear" I said with a smirk, trying to hide all my insecurities and feelings. Cause they were scary, and I really don't know what I was feeling anymore

She placed a card in the grass "I won" she took all the cards and pushed the away. She sat down right in front of me. Our knees were  touching. "I'm not buying that shit you know?" she said looking at me right in the eyes. "So cut off the bad-ass/flirty style with me, I learned people only act that way cause they need to hide something"

"You are right, I have a lot to hide" I said serious

"And I don't mind, that's why I'm telling you, you don't have to tell me what's going on, but just don't act something you are not" her words came out soft and nice

"Thank you" I simply said. I was watching her, there was something about her, her personality, her face, her everything. I felt the urge to cut down the distance between us. But my head was a mess. I couldn't think clear, I didn't know what I was feeling, I didn't know what should I do. I couldn't make a difference between my rational part and my desires.

She stood and started packing her things. I didn't want her to leave. I stood up too and place my right hand on her left shoulder. She was giving her back. I run my hand down to hers and held it and made her turn.

She was facing now. Looking up to my eyes. She had some wet hair in front of her face. I brushed it away. I stroke her cheek and she closed her eyes. She was really beautiful. Her lips were soft from the water. I touched them and she bit her bottom lip.

You know what? Fuck promises, I was tired of giving up things. This is what I wanted. I closed the distances between us and picked her bottom lip. She put her hands around my neck and I grab her face with both hands.

The kiss was almost at slow motion. So soft and so delicate. I placed soft pecks in different parts of her lips. She pulled my hair and I grab her neck and waist. My chest was about to explode from the feeling. Her lips tasted so well and they were so soft... I felt like I could never got enough of them.

She walked backwards until she reached a tree and lean on it. I wasn't expecting her to move away, I wanted more, I wanted to feel her lips on mine again.

She moved her hand, telling me to go to her. I practically run to her. And this time the kiss wasn't soft anymore, it wasn't innocent or at a slow motion anymore.

I licked her lips, bite her tongue. She was a good kisser. She was groaning a little bit, which I found extremely sexy. I was moving my hands all over her back and she was moving her hips on mine while touching my hair.

The kissed slowed down a little bit. No more tongue or groaning, just moving out heads from one side to side and tasting all we could from the lips of each other. From time to time I would lick her bottom lip and she would bite mine. From time to time we would smile into each other's lips.

It lasted long, it was a long kiss, I didn't want to finished cause I didn't want to face my feelings.

We connect our foreheads and smiled widely.

"Let's go" I said taking my backpack next to me. She imitated me and grabbed hers. We hold hands and walk towards the bus stop. I could see from the side of my eyes that she was touching her lips and smiling stupidly.

I wasn't her first kiss right? Omg tell me I wasn't. I stopped and she looked surprised.

"What?" She asked with a confused expression, still touching her lips.

"I wasn't your first kiss right?" I said all serious. She rolled her eyes.

"Do you think I would kiss that good if so? You Pabo!" she said punching my chest a little bit and walking away. I felt how all my muscles relaxed. I loved her confidence tho, but also how easily she blushed with the more stupid things.

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"I don't think I can teach you English this afternoon. Since we both skipped class, I think I should catch up what I missed today"

"What a responsable girl" I said ironic. She gave me that look. "So what about every Saturday?" I proposed

"Yeah, actually both of my parents are working on the mornings, so you can totally come"

"Two hours? One hour Korean and the other English"

"Sounds good"