| Sweet Hell |

Ch 9 | Lacks

Yoongi's POV

I went to visit her to the hospital. She was laying in the bed with a lot of tubes around her. She seemed so peaceful. I wish it was me the one who was there instead of her.

I brushed away a piece of hair from her face and place it behind her ear

"Hi baby, I'm here" I told her while I sat down next to her. I stayed silent. So much had happened lately that I didn't know what to say.

"I'm paying my debt. Today's client gave me two hundreds. I think we can both go away from here by the end of this year"

I looked away through the window. The same view I have been seeing the last three years.

"I miss you so much. I just want you to wake up and see everything that I'm doing for you, all the trouble I'm getting into because i still have hope on you" i hold her hand. I missed her touch

I looked at her face trying to memorize every single detail. Her pale skin. Her tiny nose, those perfect lips, the way her bottom lips was smaller than the top one. She is gorgeous. I missed being able to make her laugh.

Don't wait for me, live your own life, fall in love again

Little did she know she wasn't going to be gone forever, at least not yet. And I was going to wait for her. No matter what

I just couldn't forget her. No one has ever give me the peace she gave me.

I released her hand and walk away. I stopped at the door and look back at her. Everyday could be the last day.

I went to the parking and Sun-Hee was waiting for me in the car.

"You done?" He asked with that evil smile he always has in his face.

"Mhhh" I just made a noise and got in the passenger sit

"You look sadder today, did something happen to her?"

"Cut that shit, like if you care" I snap

"Yeah right" he turn on the motor and start driving. He was speeding up, but I didn't say anything. If we both got killed now I wouldn't mind to be honest.

We arrived at our place. It was dark already. I tried the keys but the front door was still broken. We had to jump through the window. The interior was dark and dirty. I went to my room and put my headphones on. I locked my door with some boxes and started writing something.

I fall asleep in the papers and a little later I felt how someone was poking me in the shoulder.

"Fuck off Sun-Hee" I say in the middle of a yawn

"It's not Sun-Hee you silly" I heard a women's voice laughed. The fuck?

I turned around and Mia was there.

"Mia..." I said with surprised "w-what are you doing here"

"I just came to visit you"

I stood up, she was glowing and filling the room with her light.

"I missed you" I tear drop through my cheeks. I stood up and hugged her but she banished in my arms. It was all dark again.

"Yoongi!" I heard whispers again, they got louder and louder. I hugged my knees and close my eyes hard asking for the noise to stop.

I woke up in class and Hoseok was shaking me.

"Wake up, the teacher is gonna get mad" he was looking at me with that smile of him

I lift my head and look around. How did I even get here. My memory lacks were getting worse.

"What period is this?"

"Second" he said looking to the from, making sure the teacher wasn't noticing them.

Why people got so worried about teacher calling them out. It's just an old man telling you to stay quiet. Not big deal

"Oh, okey" I put my hand in the back of my neck still confused.

"You okey? you seem like you just saw a gosht" Hoseok ask getting closer to me. Personal space dude

"Well I kinda-"

"Boys from the back, I don't care if you are not interested in the subject but stay quiet" The teacher called us out. Hoseok stood up and bowed

"Mianhe" he said twice. So extra. I rolled my eyes and went back to sleep. I closed my eyes and I could see her. Her hair was different tho. She remind me of someone else.

My chest ache a little bit from all the memories with Mia. I could never forgive myself for what I did.