| Sweet Hell |

Ch. 5 | Hey hoe

Y/N POV

That was for sure the shittiest day ever. I wasn't expecting my class mates to be nice, but I didn't expect them to be so rude either. I didn't expect Yoongi to rescue me, but I didn't expect he to throw me away right after acting all caring around me.

There was something weird tho. The way that guy and he looked at each other... something was going on.

To be honest I was tired of thinking about reasons. You know what? I don't care. I don't know him and he doesn't know me. Two bus rides doesn't make us friends. I guess I'm alone in this one.

I was walking to the bus stop. A part of me wanted to encounter him and just have a nice hour trip, listening to music and laughing. The other part of me was hoping he didn't show up. Everything was too recent, I didn't want to front everything that happen today. I didn't want to ask him for reasons and I'm not sure I wanted to hear them either.

Anyway he didn't show up. I took the first bus that came and got in it alone. I looked in the school direction. Nobody was coming. My last hope of seeing him was gone.

The trip was rather sad. I listened to sad music the whole trip and somehow that stoped me from thinking in all the things that happened today.

Listening to sad music was like pretending to be sad. So you were sad over a song's lyrics and not your own life. Same thing happens with drama movies. I love watching those cause I cry my heart out but not because my own problems. Idk I'm weird

"Annyeong appa" I said with a cheer up smile as I got home. I felt save with my dad, I felt saved in my house

"Your dad isn't here" Alisa scream from the other side of the house

Alisa was my "mother". I mean she technically is my real mother cause she got me out of her vagina but she is the meanest. I just didn't like her and my whole life I felt guilty for that, but I think I have my reasons. The way she treat me doesn't feel like she is my mother at all. I don't think either me or my dad deserve her. 

I didn't answer back. All I wanted was to tell my dad everything that happened today, and have dinner together and watch some shows. And now I'm stuck with this witch in my own house. Great.

I left my backpack in my room and collapse in my bed. I wasn't sad anymore, I was just tired of everything going wrong in my life.

I decided to decorate my room. Nice decorations always cheer me up and it will keep me occupied during the rest of the day.

Incoming Skype call

Oh, Daisy it's calling. It would be nice to talk to her while decorating. Perfect distraction

"Heeeeeey hoeeeee" she said screaming on the other side of the screen. So extra. I love her

"Heeeeeyyyy yoooooo" I said with the same pitch of voice

"Oh that's a nice room, better than the one you had here"

"Yeah, its bigger but I still haven't unpack anything so everything is a mess" I showed her my room around

"Waoh I think is gonna look cool once you are done"

"Yeah, I want to paint the walls tho, I hate this purple color, I want something mature and neutral, light grey I think it would be cool"

"Yeah, same here... I MISS YOUUUUU BABY GIRL WHY ARENT YOU HERE WITH ME UGH!"

She said in such an aegyo voice it was almost cringe. She loves Korean stuff, she loves Kpop and everything, she should be the one who is here and not me.

"I miss you too"

"How's your Korean going?"

"Not so well, a guy from school offer me to teach me Korean, but there's shit going on already" I said while moving things to places and organizing the boxes

She didn't answer for a while and I looked at the screen. Her mouth was open and she was shook (jungshook 😏😏)

"Whut?" I said in such a Korean accent that I surprised myself

"A. Korea. Boy. Offer. You. To. Teach. You. Korean????"

"Yeah...." I was afraid of what was coming

"Guuuuuurrrrrrllll, tell me everything about it, I swear, I need to know, is he handsome, older, creepy, is he in your class, name, birthday, EVERYTHING NOW!"

I couldn't help but laugh out loud, she is so extra and I loved that from her because she was the opposite of myself. She gave me confidence with her extraness.

"Okay, so his name is Yoongi, we had to take the bus together because he lives near me, he is blonde and he is in my same year even tho he looks older"

She was smiling so much it was creepy.

"Whut" I said again

"You are grinning so much you must like him"

"Bruh, I only know him for two bus rides, I don't have anything for him" I said too defensive

"And why are you getting so mad?"

"Idk, anyways he ditch me today"

"How?"

"It was weird, I was crying because of my stupid classmates and he was nice when he saw me but then he push me to the side and said "watch your steps"" I tried to said imitating his voice

"Is his voice that deep?" daisy said with a smirk in her face

"That's not what matter, yaaa!"

"Waoh, when did you get so Korean all the sudden?"

"He toughed me..." I said blushing and looking down

"Guuuurl I told you!!! You have a thing for him. Bruh I can't believe you are getting with a Korean guy, I envy you so much"

"Believe me, he can be all yours. Plus he doesn't look like the type of guy who date or anything like that"

"Daisssssyyyyyy" a voice from behind my friend scream

"Sorry Y/N, my mom is calling me, we will talk later. And about that Yoongi, remember than the guys who look like they don't want to date are the ones who are more eager to do so"

"Huh?"

"Byeeeee, love you hoe"

"Love you too" I said and she hang up. How can she be so happy all the time. I envy her so much. She makes everything look so easy.

Ugh... now I can't stop thinking about Yoongi. He was handsome for sure, but I wasn't going to fall for someone just because he looks good.

Im tired of organizing everything. I think I'm going to bed. Tomorrow is Saturday so tonight I just watch Netflix until I completely fall asleep. Those are the best nights