Who ? {English Version}

✵ten✵

It's been a week since I came home from my mother's. I spent a lot of time with Niall, Louis, Ed and Liam's family.

I have a rather monotonous life since Liam is no longer there to make it alive with his beautiful smile. The fact that I talk to him by messages comforts me a bit but not as much as if he was there. It's getting really hard to just talk to him only like that, I need his arms around me. But I'm not going to complain because it's already a lot.

It's only six in the morning and I'm already awake. It's really too cold for me to sleep a little more and I'm too lazy to turn up the heat. I do not know why but I really want to look at pictures of Liam and me. I know I should not because I will probably feel bad, really bad.

I look at pictures and I was already starting to have tears in my eyes when suddenly I hear the door of our room open but I think it must be my imagination. But soon I felt a someone crashed on me and by reflex I screamed and I pushed the person on the ground.

"What the hell ?" Louis. "You're crazy you almost kill me!" I yelled back at him "Not true at all." I glared at him. "You broke into my house, jackass!" I said to him. "Don't be such a drama queen, I did not 'broke' into your house. I have a key" He said casually. "How? How did you got the key of my house ?" I said shocked. "Niall gave me his and I did a copy" He shrugged his shoulders as if it was something normal to say. "Oh my Lord I swear I hate both of you." I said frustrated. "Stop lying to yourself Zaynie." He gave me a sloppy kiss on the cheek that I immediately whipped off.

I quickly dried the few tears that were still on my cheeks. I looked toward Louis and saw that he was taking off his shoes and now he's coming in our bed. "What are you doing ?" I said confused. "I'm going to bed" I answered in a duh tone. "But you're really a sick person. First you broke into my home and scared the shit out of me and now you getting ready to sleep in my bed. Wait but what are you doing at my house at six o'clock in the morning ?! What is it this morning, you told yourself 'and is we piss off Zayn ?' ?" I said. "It's basically that" He said as if it was something normal. "Awesome"

Louis put himself under the covers beside me. "And what about you, why are you not asleep at six in the morning ?" He asked me. "I could not sleep anymore, too cold." I looked at him with a pout. "You"re such a crybaby" He laughed at me. "Shhh" I glared at him. What were you doing on your phone before I arrive?" He was right now looking at me seriously." I was looking at some pictures ?" It comes out more as question. "Of ?" He's giving me a stern look. "'Liam and me." I whispered. "Zee why are you hurting yourself so bad ?" His look softened. "I'm fine." My voice was not agree with me. "If you say so" He rolled his eyes. "I'm cold." I said. "Come here"

Louis opened his arms. I hesitated a little but finally I moved towards him and he closed his arms around me. Louis and I really became very close in a short time. I think it's because of our 'common experiences'. "What are you thinking about ?" He asked with a low voice. "Our friendship" He said with the same voice as him. "What about it ?" "I told myself that we became close in a short time. "Yeah"

A comfortable silence settled.

I lift my head from his chest and looked at him. He does that the same. Our eyes met. Our faces came closer to each other, then our lips touched. And we kissed each other. Really.

We parted because lack of air and I think that at that moment we realized what we just did because we separated quickly from each other. "I-" I started but he cut me off. "Wha-what was that ?" I suttered. "I don't know. I'm tired, I should sleep right now."

I turned away from Louis and closed my eyes as strongly as possible. I heard Louis move behind me, I think he just turned too. After what seems like an eternity, I finally fall asleep.

I woke up and looked at the clock: noon.

I thought back to what happened and told myself that I probably all of that but when got out of bed, I saw his Vans on the floor and I realize that it was not a dream. I cannot believe Louis and I kissed. By the way, where is he ?

I totally got out of the bed toward the living room.

Entering the living room I can see Louis cooking in the kitchen.

I went forward and sat on one of the counter's stools and made it grated. Louis jumped and turned to me. "Hey" I whispered with a little smile. "Hi" He said just like I did. "Since when are you awake ?" I asked him." A little bit more than one hour,I made food" He smiled at me. "Thanks" I said smiling back at him. "We have to talk about what happened" He looked at his foot. "Yeah, I know" I bit my bottom lip. "I'm sorry" He started. "What are you sorry ?" I asked him, confused. "For kissing you, I should have no-" I cut him off. "I stop you right now. You did not kiss me. We kissed each other." I said. "I don't want to ruin our friendship." I said playing nervously with his hands. "Neither do I." I aswered. "We forget then ?" "Sure Lou"

I stood up and walked to him to take him in my arms.

We spent the whole day together as if nothing had happened

"Okay I'm gonna go I don't wanna bother you any longer" Louis to me. "But where did you get that idea?" You do not bother me at all. In addition it is too late for you to go. Stay." I said holding his arm. "You're sure" "Of course"

We spent the rest of the evening on the couch wrapped up in four plaids and two duvets watching stupid tv shows.

Louis just fell asleep with his head on my knee while my fingers were carding his hair.

My phone vibrated. Liam.

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Hey people, how y'all doing ?

Here's the chapten ten, sorry for the delay but I'm a lazy ass so decided to hang out with my friends and to do nothing.

Zouis kiss ?

The end is very soon only 6 chapters and the epilogue.

I'm curious guys,
What was your favorite first single of the boys ?

-Pillowtalk

-This Town

-Just Hold On

-Sign Of The Times

-Strip That Down

Hope it was good enough for your little eyes.

Anygay, love you guys
Leigh.❣