Who ? {English Version}

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I leave the therapist's cabinet with Doniya. Since I left her office, I haven't said a word. "Zayn I know that..." I cut Doniya off by hugging her. "Thank you." I answered

I felt a few tears running down my neck so I pushed her away then took her face in my hands. "But why are you crying honey?" I asked her with a sweet voice. "I was scared you'd be mad at me." She said with a shaking voice. "At first I was but now all I can do is thank you." "Really?" She responded me with an unsure tone. "If I say so." I slowly wipe off the tears that are streaming down her face. "I'd rather have you smiling angel." This sentence made her smile a little which made me smile wider. "So, we're going home?" I said. "Yeah and you...well...never mind." I already knew what she was going to say so I answer her. "Yes I'll tell you about my session, Doniya." "But how did you..." "You're my sister." I simply said and she smiles at me.

We got in the car to go back to our home, well mine now. In the car there's a silence but not a deafening one, more like a peaceful one. "Zayn are you okay ?" "Yeah, unless we forget that my boyfriend died last week." I answered "Zayn." She said with a sorry tone. "But what Doniya what am I supposed to answer!" I yelled a bit at her. "I'm sorry." She answered sadly with her head down.

I sigh realizing that I was more aggressive than intended in the way I talked. "No it's okay, it's me lately the littlest thing that bothers me automatically makes me mad." I said. "I get it, I shouldn't have asked this question." To let her know that it's okay, I put my hand over hers which rested on the steering wheel then I sincerely smiled at her.

We finally get home. I got off the car thinking I'd see my sister do the same but no she stayed in. "Zayn I have to go home I have lots of things to do." She said to me. "Oh." "I'm sorry." "It's nothing Doni, you have your life." I smiled sweetly at her. "Well I'm gonna go, I'll stop bye later."

She started the car then left. Then I walked towards the door, I put the key in the lock to unlock the door, I turned the doorknob then pushed the door.

Then I really realized that was alone, completely alone. I walked towards our bedroom, undressed to only be in boxers, closed the curtains and got under the sheets even though it's still daylight outside. I was thinking about the therapist's idea and told myself that was not a bad idea and that I should probably start tomorrow because for now I though that I should sleep a bit because the appointment with the therapist exhausted me. I rolled around, took his pillow, pressed it really hard against my chest and smelled his perfume. A few tears got away before I slowly falling into a deep sleep.

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Heyy Everybodyyyy
Hope you enjoy this third chapter. I know it's short but the next one is the first message chapter!
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