I leave the therapist's cabinet with Doniya. Since I left her office, I haven't said a word. "Zayn I know that..." I cut Doniya off by hugging her. "Thank you." I answered
I felt a few tears running down my neck so I pushed her away then took her face in my hands. "But why are you crying honey?" I asked her with a sweet voice. "I was scared you'd be mad at me." She said with a shaking voice. "At first I was but now all I can do is thank you." "Really?" She responded me with an unsure tone. "If I say so." I slowly wipe off the tears that are streaming down her face. "I'd rather have you smiling angel." This sentence made her smile a little which made me smile wider. "So, we're going home?" I said. "Yeah and you...well...never mind." I already knew what she was going to say so I answer her. "Yes I'll tell you about my session, Doniya." "But how did you..." "You're my sister." I simply said and she smiles at me.
We got in the car to go back to our home, well mine now. In the car there's a silence but not a deafening one, more like a peaceful one. "Zayn are you okay ?" "Yeah, unless we forget that my boyfriend died last week." I answered "Zayn." She said with a sorry tone. "But what Doniya what am I supposed to answer!" I yelled a bit at her. "I'm sorry." She answered sadly with her head down.
I sigh realizing that I was more aggressive than intended in the way I talked. "No it's okay, it's me lately the littlest thing that bothers me automatically makes me mad." I said. "I get it, I shouldn't have asked this question." To let her know that it's okay, I put my hand over hers which rested on the steering wheel then I sincerely smiled at her.
We finally get home. I got off the car thinking I'd see my sister do the same but no she stayed in. "Zayn I have to go home I have lots of things to do." She said to me. "Oh." "I'm sorry." "It's nothing Doni, you have your life." I smiled sweetly at her. "Well I'm gonna go, I'll stop bye later."
She started the car then left. Then I walked towards the door, I put the key in the lock to unlock the door, I turned the doorknob then pushed the door.
Then I really realized that was alone, completely alone. I walked towards our bedroom, undressed to only be in boxers, closed the curtains and got under the sheets even though it's still daylight outside. I was thinking about the therapist's idea and told myself that was not a bad idea and that I should probably start tomorrow because for now I though that I should sleep a bit because the appointment with the therapist exhausted me. I rolled around, took his pillow, pressed it really hard against my chest and smelled his perfume. A few tears got away before I slowly falling into a deep sleep.
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Hope you enjoy this third chapter. I know it's short but the next one is the first message chapter!
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FanficZayn and Liam, a young couple are the victims of a car accident to which Liam doesn't survive. Devastated, Zayn decides to keep on sending messages to his soulmate not thinking about getting an answer until he gets one... Who is Zayn going to talk t...