shattered

#4 - It's Obvious

Ryan's P.O.V

"Hehehehe...." she giggled. 
"Eva...." I moaned in awe of her giggle.
"Ryan...." she then lightly groaned.

Her lips were actually on mine. They were locked in place. Only leaving for half of a second to breathe or moan my name. We both never did anything like this. We knew what it was though. Love.

Her hands moved up from the bed to where my shirt was.

My hands were starting to feel clammy, my heart beating in my chest feeling like it was going to jump out of my chest.

She looked into my eyes with such care afraid that she was afraid that if she pulled off my shirt, she would hurt me, but she wasn't hurting me at all. She made me feel like she wanted everything from my body; she made me feel almost as though, in this world, I was the only man there for her. I loved every second of it. This sweet, intimate moment with the girl I fell for.

"Eva?"

"Yes?"

"I thin- I think I-I...."

"You think what, love?" Her accent blurting out of her throat. Oh how I loved her voice and her accent.

It was time to tell her as our eyes met again. Her blue orbs were the most powerful ones.
"I think I love you!"

Evaligne's eyes went from lust filled to confused, then finally swirling into a sadness with tears that filled her eyes...

I cried out her name before everything disappeared especially Evaligne.

"Fuck..." I cursed.

Why did this always happen? I was constantly being reminded of her and our past. It sucks and I can't stand it. I don't even know if she still feels about anything a bit more than best friends about me anymore. It hurts knowing that she and I aren't together.

As I lay here in my bed, getting smothered by my duvet, something hit me.

What happened with Evaligne and Alex?

I'm really curious what happened and I still really want to ask. If I don't figure, or find it out soon enough, I'll have to ask one of them. But if I were to ask between them it would be Alex definitely. If he can't give me that information, then I'll have to get close to Eva again....but as soon as I ask, we will probably just not talk for a year and go back to our friendship. I hate doing that.

Well, I guess that I might as well get up and get ready for school. And shit. That awkward wake up boner.... Ugh well now I have to deal with it while I get ready...

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Evaligne's P.O.V

{You're welcome}

I got out of my bed looking as though I'm a zombie. My hair made it through the night though. My face on the other hand, yeah that's a no. I put my mascara on because I felt like going simple today. My hair was in a messy bun. I then pulled out my contacts and poked them into my eyeballs.

Then a sudden thought went into my head; Ryan. I don't know what it is about him, but whenever I think about him, I just want to smile. But at the same time my mind takes me to somewhere it shouldn't...

I know he likes me a lot. More than friends, or best friends. He isn't too obvious for a lot of people to tell, but since my heart kinda fell for him (multiple times), it's obvious.  I love him a lot as a best friend. I love everything about him. But he can't know that. He can't know what happened with Alex either. I know he wants to know because I screwed up by looking at Alex and then stuttering.

I snap out of my thoughts and look at myself in the mirror. All ready to go.

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Eva's POV how interesting...turns out she's got feelings. also secrets.

-emma⭐️