shattered

#22 - Her Hips ;)

Ryan's P.O.V

It's been a week since the big argument with Alex. After a few hours of talking, Evaligne and I got the chance to apologize to each other. We both hurt each other in our own shit ways that we didn't mean to do. The fight happened for a reason. The other fight happened for yet another reason. Everything happens for a reason. The best part about all of this, is the fact that Alex has left us both alone since then. He doesn't flash us glares, he doesn't talk to us, he just doesn't interact with us in any way now.

It's great. I don't know why he's so happy, but it doesn't matter.

Yet, an equally better thing that happened was what Evaligne had said from the fact that we are finally at piece about two days later.

"Oh. My. God. Ryan! Do you realize that he's been leaving us alone now?! We can finally not be judged by him! We can just be happy, not anxious! This is amazing!" 

That second she saw me at my locker after our last period ended, she dragged me all the way to her house and pretty much jumped on me and said that. Oh? Did I not mention her kissing me all over my face and refusing to get off of me? I must've forgotten to remind you of that. But I can't deny that it was also very adorable of her. Everything about her seems so cute and innocent. The part that wasn't so innocent in that moment was um, well, down there. Damn teenage hormones. What was I supposed to do about it? I couldn't help it.

Thank god she didn't notice.

Anyways, in that hour I haven't seen her happier except for when our relationship bloomed. She was jumpy as hell. It was like she had ADHD. { please no one get offended by that. } I've honestly never seen her happier. Alex can go and fuck himself for all both of us care. He gladly found some other outlet to happiness that wasn't obsessing over Evaligne, so that's a plus. If he's happy with someone or something that isn't Eva, then I think that we will all be great and peaceful. My thoughts and flashbacks were then cut short by Eva.

"Ryan, is someone, you know who someone is, getting excited?" She questioned in a little kid voice trying to make fun of me. We are cuddling and she makes fun of me! Our position doesn't help my case. She's sitting on my lap, my back is pressed against the headboard of the bed, while we are just watching a good episode of American Horror Story. I'm already blushing.

"No, uh, yeah I mean no. Well shit, you can feel it. Um, if you are uncomfortable, you should get off, and I can go to the bathroom real quick. If you-uh- don't mind." The only response I got from Evaligne was a quick shrug and a laugh.

I'm so awkward, oh god.

"You are- haha- so awkward it's funny. But I still love you. So get your butt in the bathroom and you better not be loud." Her laughter got gradually harder to contain inside her. By the end of the sentence, Evaligne had exploded. Before I left to go off to do my business, she kisses my cheek and climbs off of me. Yet again, I think I left something out. I forgot to say that she grinded her hips down on mine. Afterwards she just rolls off me then presses the play button on the remote. All of her focus was left on the TV, and I just got up and ran to the bathroom.

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kinda short update but here.

-emma⭐️