shattered

#21- Heartbroken

Ryan's P.O.V

After the argument, hand in hand with Eva, I'm glad that she believed me. Especially over Alex who just constantly lies to protect Evaligne, but just pushes her further away. If I didn't love her so much, I would've stuck up for Alex. Yet, what he did made my choice more of a definite answer. A hell no.

As I played the image of the argument between all three of us in my head, I realized that Evaligne had stuck up for me, chosen me, and sounded almost as if she was about to apologize to me. For the argument between us or Alex? I would've taken either apology because I got her into this mess. Maybe this was all for the greater good. Maybe all of this was supposed to happen.

At least, I had answers now.

Alex's P.O.V

I was absolutely heartbroken. I love Evaligne. She's my everything. It sounds like I'm the psycho because I'm always talking and thinking about her. I would've had her out of my head a long time ago, but my mental and physical being just seem to let her go. I have no idea what is wrong with me. I've tried to not think about her, but that's all that's on my mind. Her. Evaligne Teal. Evaligne-damn-Teal. And of course Ryan Jackson. I thought we were the best of friends. In a place where everything could be as perfect as a fantasy, all three of us could've been fine. But you can't ever forget that this is the real world; full of shit.

Now I just stand there in the alley between the two streets. I know I should suck up my damn feelings and not cry, well shit it's way too late for that. The only person I have now completely with their trust is Marcus. This crying stuff is gonna be over before I know it. I will get over Evaligne, but even I can't forget what I did to her.

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yo yo yo, it's em em em back with another { short } update.

i apologize for that.

-emma⭐️