Do You Remember? (PewdieCry / A collab with a friend) ((On Permanent Hiatus))

Chapter Thirteen

Everything was silent. Felix stared at his blanket covered feet. Ryan stares at his blank wall. No words were spoken. Twenty minutes passed by, and Felix lifted his head to say something but Ryan interupted.

"Look, I should have never said that last night. I was drunk and I wasn't thinking. I'm sorry. You shouldn't have found that out."

Felix stared at him in confusion. "Why? Was it not true? Because I can feel this connection with you that I don't feel with any other guy." He moved closer to Ryan as he was speaking. Ryan was still facing the wall and Felix was facing him. The blanket no longer covered his lower half, but he didn't care anymore.

"It was true! I would never lie about that! I'm not that kind of person! Felix, I've loved you ever since you walked by me with that Ken douche. I wanted to pound his face in with a metal bat when you told me hit hit you. I-" Felix interupted him by kissing him. Ryan realized what he had done and kissed him back. Within seconds, Felix was on his lap holding himself close to Ryan. He put his hands on Felix's hips and pushed him off of him.

Felix looked puzzles and Ryan couldn't look at him.

"Is something wrong?" Felix questioned, taking a hold on one of Ryan's hands, but once he made contact Ryan pulled back.

"Yes." he faintly whispered.

"Well, can you tell me?" Felix started to get annoyed by his lack of communication.

"I don't just want to be your rebound. You and Ken just broke up and you're probably just transfering your love for him to my presence. I want you to love me for me, not because I'm being nice to you after your ex-boyfriend breaks your heart. I want to be the one you call in the middle of the night because you can't sleep and you can't stop thinking about your day, so you have to tell me. I want to be there for you, but not because a boyfriend broke your heart. I wanna be there because you're on your period, or your Mom's giving you shit, because boys won't be breaking your heart because you'll be mine. I won't ever want to see you cry, only tears of joy. Not sadness." Ryan sounded like a little kid with his last sentance, making Felix smile.

"I understand what you're going through, so for right now, we can just be best friends, okay?" Ryan suggested, immediatly hating what he just said.

Felix nodded, not able to speak, because for the first time he doesn't know what to say.

"Want to watch Nemo and eat goldfish?" Ryan suggested, taking him into a big hug, All he got was a chuckle in response.

Three Disney movies, three bags of goldfish, and six hours later, Ryan and Felix are attempting to make cupcakes.

"Okay, just stir that until it's all mixed together. Than add the food coloring and vanilla." Felix said, chuckling from Ryan's lack of baking skills.

"Fine, but tomorrow you're skateboarding." He laughed. They finished the cupcakes and were devouring them on his couch. A couple minutes later, he got a call from his mother.

"Hello?"

"Hi sweety! How are you? How's Florida?"

"I'm fine, and it's alright. How're you?"

"I'm great. It's cold here." she chuckled slightly. "You never called back."

"Yeah, well I've been busy." Felix started chuckling in the background, loud enough for Ryan to shush him.

"Oh, do you have someone over? Who is it?"

"It's Felix."

"Does he remember you?"

"No."

"Oh, I'm sorry sweety. Well I won't keep you, love you. Bye." she hung up.

Ryan threw his phone on the floor and flopped back onto the couch.

Felix snuggled up to Ryan. "Are you okay?"

Ryan wrapped his arms around him and nodded, pointing all his attention to "The Jungle Book." Felix, not paying attention to the movie starts trying to distract him. He tries to tickle him, but he just swats his hands away. Ryan showed no attention towards Felix, and he doesn't like that.

Felix knew something is wrong with him and he wanted to know what. He had put distance towards both of them, so Felix stood up and sits next to Ryan. He cuddles up to him, trying to take his attention away from the T.V.

Nothing happened. Felix let out a huge sigh and leaned up. This guy just doesn't want to talk, does he? he thought to himself.

"Will you please talk to me?" Felix half whines.

"No, can you just leave it? I'm fine, I don't need to talk about it. Plus, you barely know me so why do you care?" Ryan snapped.

Felix lifted his head and got an idea. He climbs onto Ryan's lap, blocking his view from the T.V. and everything infront of him. He turned his head so he didn't have to look at Felix.

"Is it something I did?" Felix turned Ryan's head so he could look at him.

"Stop. Just... stop. Just leave me alone. Leave me alone for a while. I don't need you, you're just making things worse!" Ryan snapped. He picked Felix up and puts him back on the couch and storms off to his room.

Felix left in tears.

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A/N Her part!

My kinda long part is coming in a few minutes :]

Just kidding. It'll be up tomorrow. I feel like absolute shit right now. :D

Sorry for the wait guys.

UPDATE: Yeah... About that period thing? I honestly have no clue about that. I think I was tired and shit happens. Well y'know. Makes it exciting!