addicted to you | stydia

15. Are you okay?

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While I'm laying in bed I start to think about things. I am very happy about how things went with Lydia. But I just can't get that dream out of my thoughts. It just keeps popping up.

Frontotemperal dementia

It's the illness that my mom had. It's the reason why she died.

If you have this, areas of your brain start to shrink, and there's no cure. When I was ten my mom once thought that I was trying to kill her.

Yeah, things got pretty bad.

But I learned how to live with it now, and me and my dad are doing fine. I just really miss her sometimes.

ring ring

I grab my phone from my nightstand and I answer it, "Hello?"

"Stiles! You have to come to my house, now!" I hear Lydia say.

I quickly stand up from my bed and say, "Why? What's wrong?" But there is no answer, she had ended the call.

I quickly put on some clothes, normal clothes I mean, and leave my house.

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When I arrive at Lydia's house I stop at the jeep and walk over to her house. The door is already open so I walked in, but once I have looked through every room, I see that she's not here.I call her again and I hear the phone ringing but she's not picking up. I am getting very nervous right now and decide to follow the sound.

I walk to the backyard and I see a shoe, with blood on it. I immediately start to hallucinate, which is weird since I haven't had a panic attack since I was very little.

I lose control over my breathing and fall to the ground. While I'm laying on my back and try to hold my breath I see a strawberry blonde walking my way.

LShe falls to her knees and says, "Stiles!" She is fully covered in blood!

"Ly- Lyds, are you okay?" I ask her while breathing heavily.

"Yeah, yes I'm good. But you're not. Sit up Stiles." She tells me and I sit.

"Okay just try to calm down, Stiles." She tells me.

"I- I can't."

She cups my face with both of her hands and then she kisses me. At first I'm a little startled but then I start to kiss her back.

"Stiles, we are going to the hospital."

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Once we've arrived at the hospital mama McCall takes me to a room. She tells Lydia to wait outside, I'm not so sure why though.

I sit down on a bed and she starts to ask some questions.

"When was the last time you had a panic attack before this one?" She asks me.

"When I was eight." I tell her.

"Okay, and when was the last time you had some good sleep?" She asks me while writing something down on paper.

"Probably like two weeks ago." I tell her.

She asks a few more questions and then she leaves the room.

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When Melissa comes back I immediately ask for the results.

"We're not sure yet, but you need some rest, you need it now." And she tucks me into the hospital bed.

After a while, I start to feel tited and I quietly whisper.

"Thanks, mom."

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sorry for the shitty and short chapter, i have a test week which means i have three tests every day. so i'm sorry. but please don't forget to vote, that would make me really happy.

xoxo ella